#kcgs

KCGS statement. The uptick in harassment coming after Project Moon’s director bizarrely posted direct messages and artwork from Mimi (Wonderlab) and Monggeu (Leviathan) publicly on the Limbus Company twitter account.

I know I've said this for like a hundreds of times, I really miss Kevin, and not talking to him kills me. Knowing he doesn't miss me, breaks me. knowing he doesn't think about me, cuts me into two. I just don’t know what to do anymore, It feels like I’m numb, and no matter how many times he pushes me away, I find myself trying again. I feel like giving up, but every time I do, I find myself trying again. This is one of the reasons why I hate getting too attached.

Aasa nalang ba ako na magtetext ka ‘sakin? I know I've said that I know where I stand right now, but I also said that there’s something holding me back. Every time my phone beeps, I expect it’s from you, I know I shouldn't feel this way cause every time my phone beeps i end up getting disappointed.

yes, I do have to move on, for the sake of everybody. even if we didn't even started dating. I love you, I really do. it's just that I'm tired of getting hurt, and expecting too much from you. I just have to accept the fact that you can never love me back, and we can never be together. you can never be mine. I've been fantasizing about you and me, and that made me realize we're just fantasy. it was all in my head. 

I dreamed about him last night. it felt so real. we were together. I got butterflies fluttering in my stomach while he holds my hand. it felt so good having him next to me. it felt so real but then I woke up realizing it was only just a dream.

Ganito ba talaga pag magkalayo kayo, o baka naman kase wala kayong connection. Syempre pasukan na napapaligiran ng mga lalake, di maiwasang magkagusto sa ibang tao. I'm positive that i like kevin, and only him. pero onti onti ng nawawala nararamdaman ko sakanya. di na siya lage iniisip ko sa gabe, ibang lalake na. siguro kase di niya na ako kinakausap ang stuffs. well, wala namang "Kame" eh. so bakit pa ba ako nagdradrama dito. i can like anyone if i want to. but the real thing is I can't be with someone cause I don't want to. I love Kevin, and only him. pero pinapatay niya ako sa katahimikan niya. 'Yung hindi niya pag paparamdam saakin. Minsan naisip 'kong kalimutan nalang siya eh. i wish it was that easy, since it was easy for him. gusto ko siyang itext at kausapin kaya lang gusto 'kong siya ang ma-unang magtext saakin. Oo, umaasa akong mamimiss din niya ako. kahit na hindi naman dapat. 

'Di mo lang alam kung gaano kita ka-miss. Miss ko na ung mga late night calls natin, ung mga text natin. well, wala naman talagang kasiguraduhan kung ano talaga tayo since we haven't DTR-ed (Define The Relationship). Hindi ko alam kung gusto mo din ba ako o baka naman ganun ka talaga sa lahat ng babae 'yung tipong inaamoy mo buhok ko sabay sabeng "umm bango" ung tipong bumanat o magpickuplines, sabay sabeng joke. o baka naman bored ka lang kaya nilalandi mo ako o di kaya wala ka lang ibang makalandian. masakit din kaya yung ganun. Oo nagassume ako akala ko kasi mahal mo din ako. pero di pala. tignan mo tayo ngayon ni hindi ko nga alam kung iniisip mo pa ba ako eh. Walang Text, Call o ni-Chat man lang. ako? walang araw na di kita inisip..