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The expo staffs oriented us to take a look on the expo because VIXX would only appear at 10:50AM. When the time came, they said to All For VIXX's (Brazilian fanbase) staffs to call us and they told us the rules: we were not allowed to scream or make a mess, just to see the boys and take pictures without flash. So we all sat in an area and watched the boys coming next to us.

At the same time I saw the boys, my heart looked like it was going to stop. Ravi, Leo, Hyuk and Hakyeon entered the area, took some pictures and waved at us. They were so handsome, I was shivering like crazy, but I could take some pictures. So they left the area and started walking around the expo, the organizers showed them the booths. There were food and korean brands like Hyundai, Samsung... Make up, clothing etc. VIXX went next to us one more time and took some more pictures, and at the end, they turned around, smiled and waved at us. Hakyeon was so happy and I almost cried seeing his smile.

2. The EXPO opening After that, the expo staff told us to go down again and wait in the entrance of the building, and organize a line to wait for the showcase. Me and my friend waited in the line and it was very cold and raining hard, we thought at least they could have told us to wait for it in the inside, cause we could catch a cold, but we had to stay there because according to the informations they gave us, that was the time of the negotiations between the Korean and Brazilian companies. We kept waiting until 2PM, the time we would be allowed to enter again and wait until the opening ceremony of the expo. I was on the second group that entered (they were organizing in groups of twelve people). Arriving in the entrance hall, we had to be on a line to show the confirmation letter and get a wristlet. Once we got the wristlet, we entered in the stage area and everyone had to sit on the floor. We were behind the organizers' seats. The two MCs of the event performed a rehearsal before the official opening. While we were waiting until 4PM (the time the ceremony would start), they passed MVs in the stage screens and we sang to Eternity and another songs. I bet they were listening to us on the backstage kekekeke So it came 4PM and the ceremony officially started. When VIXX was called on the stage, we screamed a lot and got on our knees to take pictures and wave at them, even though we had to stay sitting. So we sat again while they were presented. Hakyeon said some words and they received lots of cheers while they received flowers and honors. During all the ceremony we were allowed to take pictures of them and some of the times we could cheer to them. They greeted some children from a social project, took pictures with the organizers and pressed a button that 'officially' started the expo. Once, before coming back to stage (they were sitting next to the organizers and very close to us), we showed part of a fanproject - some papers saying "VIXX gomawoyo" in hangul. They turned to Starlights and thanked us, Leo gave us a big bright smile and thanked a lot (I tried to take a picture of this but it blurred because I was shivering like crazy ugh), Hakyeon was waving and smiling too, Ravi and Hyuk just kept smiling. So, at the end of the ceremony, they came back to the backstage so Kim BoKyung could start her special stage.

3. The showcase After Kim BoKyung and Champs' showcases, VIXX was called back to start their stage. I was really next to the stage and I'll post my fancams later (school is taking a lot of my time, sorry). We were allowed to get up. I couldn't take my feelings and screamed so loud, we all screamed! They were wearing Eternity's clothes, but the first song was Voodoo Doll. Leo was launched in Ken's place, and two dancers wearing masks replaced Ken and Bin's parts in the choreography. The second song was Eternity and it sounded so intense, at the same time we were missing KenBin. I didn't know anything else than singing as loud as I could. We even tried to sing to Ravi's raps! And I am actually suspicious to say, but Hakyeon looked so hot. He couldn't stop looking at our direction and I can say I melted so easily at each stare. When they ended Eternity, the MC told them to introduce themselves and so they did. But THEY DID IT IN PORTUGUESE (and I recorded this *cough*)!!! Ravi started saying "Eu sou o rapper Ravi" ("I am Ravi, the rapper"). After, Leo said "Eu sou o vocalista Leo" ("I am Leo, the vocalist"). Then it came Hakyeon, and he said "Eu sou o líder, N" ("I am N, the leader") and at last, Hyuk: "Eu sou o caçula Hyuk!" ("I am Hyuk, the maknae"). Leo even looked to my friend's plaque (a joke with oreo and Leo), blinked at her and smiled. I'm pretty sure I've gone mad this time ughhh the whole crowd screamed to them again and they smiled and answered two questions made by the MC that I can't remember now; so they came back to sing two more songs. At the same time it started Light Up The Darkness, I've lost the control. I seriously wasn't expecting that fucking song. Hyuk was pretty hot - he really stood out in this song. Too many sexy faces, too many eye contact with the public. Ravi screamed "Wassup Brazil!!"! Leo's hair was pretty funny though, he sweated too much and his hair transformed into a total mess. Then it came the last song - On and On - and we gave the best of us to this one. They showed really surprised we knew how to sing the whole songs, the fanchants, and even how we tried to sing to Ravi's raps. It was so beautiful to hear we all singing "I need therapy" all together. They left the stage waving and smiling. At the end, the MC called all the artists to the stage again. It started G.R.8.U and they waved again, smiled and thanked, delaying a little in the stage while dancing to G.R.8.U and looking at all of us... Leo was happy as fuck, he was smiling the most, even more than Hakyeon, and was the last to leave the stage. They did really well on stage and sweet jesus, they perform like satan. Their looks were so wild and intense, and even with the background music they didn't lipsync, I could clearly listen principally to Leo's voice. I am really short, but I could see them well. Sometimes their looks collided into my eyes (in Voodoo Doll, most of the times it was with Ravi, and all the others with my dearest baby Cha) and it looked like I was exploding, at the same time I was in shock. I was pretty sad they were already going, but I couldn't cry - my emotional was in a pretty irrational status, I wasn't processing that it really happened, I took really long to speak normally again. So I met up with my friends and we had dinner, talked about the showcase and everything that happened in it, and got to the hostel to sleep and wait for the second day - in which we would meet VIXX.

EXCUSE ME I'M THE GIRL WITH THE BLUE BACKPACK JESUS PLEASE BRING THIS MOMENT BACK

[130814] - KBEE2014 in Brazil

First, on 08/13th, in the morning, there was a photoshoot or something like this and a few fans were invited to go – and I was one of them. Unfortunately, not everyone was there because kenbin were at Korea filming, so we only saw N, Leo, Ravi and Hyuk. ;; We couldn’t talk to them or get ~close~ to them but we could watch as they took pictures around the event. That was the first time I saw VIXX in person and GOD, THEY ARE ALL SO GOOD LOOKING but they are also very different from what I thought. Like, Ravi kinda looks the same in person and on cameras, but Leo is thinner than I thought he would be AND HYUK IS SO HANDSOME. LIKE. REALLY HANDSOME. I SAW HIM REALLY CLOSE AND DEAR FUCKING GOD THAT BOY IS GORGEOUS I JUST CAN’T EXPLAIN. AND HAKYEON. HAKYEON. GOD. OK THIs is a delicate subject because Hakyeon is my precious baby boy, but honestly, I don’t usually find him beautiful. Like, I always thought he was pretty average. BUT HE’S NOT?????????????? Is2g cameras don’t do him justice HE’S JUST SO BEAUTIFUL AND HIS FACE IS SO CUTE. AND HIS SMILE. HIS FUCKING SMILE. IDEK. AND HE NEVER STOPPED SMILING AND I DON’T KNOW HOW I SURVIVED IT BECAUSE HIS SMILE IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL.

But in that time we couldn’t do much more than watch them; they introduced themselves to us very quickly aND THEY ACTUALLY CHANGED THEIR INTRODUCTION???? Like, usually they say “We are real VIXX”, but they said “Nós somos real VIXX” (which is as you can guess the same thing but in Portuguese) and it was really cute and I melted so fucking hard at that. We got to be really close to them, and the fans who were there were all nice and we tried to keep our voices down so we wouldn’t disturb them and even though there was literally nothing separating us from VIXX, everyone stayed quiet watching them without doing anything stupid or bad and it was really nice and fun ♥ Also, HAKYEON JUST DIDN’T WANT TO LEAVE! Like, he turned and started waving and smiling at us AND HE HAD TO BE DRAGGED AWAY FROM US. Like how perfect is that boy jfc. Oh, and there was a really funny thing – when they were making their way to the place where one of the photos was going to be taken THEY BLOCKED RAVI’S WAY. So he was left out and no one seemed to notice and he seemed kinda distressed HAHAHAHAHA but then he got to go where the others were and everything was fine again.

That photoshoot ended around 10:30AM, so we had to wait until 5PM to see them again, so it was pretty boring and also we had to wait in line and it was cold and raining and ugh.

Anyway, 5PM we all went to the place were the showcase was going to take place and it was really crowded and I was very far from the stage, so I could barely see them. :( They first were presented to us and then there was a lot of talk from businessmen and stuff (because it was mainly and event for business, after all). Then the showcase started and first it was a really cute girl called Kim Bo Kyung, and she was very sweet and had a very nice voice! Then it was Brazilian group Champs – but I’m not that into their songs, so I spent most of this time trying to ask the staff of the event to please make the people in the front rows sit down so the ones who were at the back could watch VIXX, but it didn’t work. :(

When they came, the played Voodoo Doll, Eternity, Light Me Up and then On and On. On the first songs I danced a lot since I couldn’t see them, but then I tried making my way to the front, and even though I still couldn’t see them, I got to record On and On well, so I was really glad! Also, when they went off the stage, some people left – and then VIXX came back to say goodbye, so I had a kinda better view! OH, ALSO, AFTER THEY PERFORMED ETERNITY. THERE WAS SOMETHING – THEY INTRODUCED THEMSELVES IN PORTUGUESE!!! And again, things went bad for Ravi because his mic didn’t work HAHAHAHA so because of this when N introduced himself in Portuguese I just wasn’t ready and for some reason that made me very ~emotional~. Oh, and Hyuk was really cute because he introduced himself as the “caçula” of the group (and caçula basically means “maknae” – it even translates as “youngest brother” as well) but no one ever seem to remember this word when talking about maknaes in portuguese, and also the way he pronounced it so well was very, very cute and basically everyone melted right there and then.

Then, moving on to 08/14th, it was the day of tHE MEET AND GREET!!!! And I was really excited and nervous. The m&g was only at like 6PM but I got there at 2PM to make sure I’d get everything ready. Also, I bought one of the KWave magazines they had there, and I had lunch and talked to some friends as other small events took place there before they came. Unfortunately, I couldn’t see the moment they got there because there was a FUCKING WALL in my way, but the people who didn’t get the m&g and only went there to watch them told me that after they got onstage, they introduced themselves as usual and there was a BABY! And Leo apparently got really happy to see this baby so everyone started screaming “LEO! LEO!” and then he asked the fans to keep quiet BECAUSE THE BABY WAS SLEEPING JFC TAEKWOON. And then N said something and Ravi was going to say something too but someone interrupted him AND THIS JUST WASN’T RAVI’S WEEK GUYS IS2G

AND THEN. THE MEET&GREET STARTED. But they didn’t let us give them our CDs to sign, and instead we were given a sheet of paper for this and it made me really upset because I was really hoping Hakyeon would sign my Hyde :((( But anyway, the line started moving anD I WAS SO NERVOUS I WAS SHAKING SO MUCH AND I ACTUALLY ASKED A GIRL TO PASS IN FRONT OF ME BECAUSE I WASN’T READY LMAO AND THEN OK

The first was Ravi and this is probably going to be my biggest regret in life, but I had to be basically shoved there and only then I realized I was actually going to see VIXX so I got really nervous and I was the entire time making a face like “D:” and I couldn’t say anything to Ravi, not even when he said “thank you” because I was still trying to understand what was happening and I’m so sorry Ravi please don’t think I hate you I love you so much I’m so sorry I didn’t say that ;;;;;

The second was Leo anD THIS IS PROBABLY THE FUNNIEST ONE. BECAUSE REMEMBER I SAD MY FACE WAS “D:”? YES, it was literally like that. Or maybe worse IDK. But Leo got the paper and then he looked up to me and I SWEAR

THE FACE LEO MADE WHEN HE SAW MY EXPRESSION

WAS EXACTLY:

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I’M NOT EVEN JOKING HE ACTUALLY RAISED A BROW AND NARROWED HIS EYES AND M,D.FNAM.NF,MSDN. I THINK MY FACE WAS REALLY BAD OH MY GOD LEO I’M SORRY

Also, very important: LEO’S VOICE IS REALLY LOW. LIKE. REALLY LOW. I said “thank you” to him and he answered but I only know he answered because I saw his lips moving because???? I couldn’t???? hear anything???? But ok Leo I still love you even if you think I’m nuts

Then it was Hyuk and I just. I needed him to know how good looking he was. So I tried to control myself and said “You are very beautiful”. And then he stopped writing aND HE STARTED TO THINK REALLY HARD BECAUSE HE COULDN’T REMEMBER THE MEANING OF BEAUTIFUL I GUESS LMAO but when he realized what I had said he actually went “Oh! Obrigado!” (thank you, in portuguese). And then he smiled at me AND IT’S SO CUTE BECAUSE LIKE HIS EYES CLOSE WHEN HE SMILES AND HE LITERALLY SMILES LIKE “^^” AND I JUST DIED FROM CUTENESS

And last one was N and oh my god I’m so thankful he was last because I just wouldn’t be able to keep talking to the others if he had been first. Like, I stood in front of him and he smiled and I could only think “oh my god I’ve got to say how much I love him” but I was so nervous and then I suddenly started saying a lot of things very fast and I guess he didn’t even understand most of them )))): But I think he understood when I said “I love you” and “You’re so perfect”, because he smiled so brightly and then he said “obrigado” too and lol I’m so pathetic because when he said that I went back to D: and I stared at him and then one of the guys from the staff asked me to go but I was so shocked for having heard Hakyeon’s voice talking to me that they literally had to pull me to the way out and is2g if someone had stabbed me in the neck at that time I wouldn't even notice it.

And then I stayed there a little longer, in one of the chairs in the front row and VERY CLOSE AGAIN TO HAKYEON AND HYUK. And when the m&g was almost over the two of them looked in my direction (not exactly me of course, I’m not that delusional, but to where my friends and I were), and they waved and smiled at us AND HAKYEON BLEW US A KISS!!!!!!!!! And ok I’m very biased to say this BUT HAKYEON IS SO KIND?????? HE TRIED REALLY HARD TO WAVE AT EVERYONE WHO WAS WATCHING THE M&G, AND HE SMILED AT EVERYONE AND HE WAS JUST SO!!! BRIGHT!!!! AND SWEET!!!!!!! AND EVERYTIME THEY WERE WITH PUBLIC AND HAD TO LEAVE HAKYEON HAD TO BE DRAGGED AWAY BECAUSE HE JUST DIDN’T WANT TO STOP WAVING AT US!!!! And aside from the m&g, he actually looked at me again –not because I’m special, but because he really was trying to give attention to everyone, you could actually see how he was trying to look at everyone individually, and it was really sweet and kind and I love him so much and I already loved him but now I love him ten thousand times more because he is literally an angel ):

So then they had a small goodbye speech and it took me sometime to get home because I was still DDD: trying to accept that it had been real. I’m just really sad Ken and Hongbin weren’t here, because I really wanted to try to say something to them too :(( but Hakyeon promised us they would come back again as six for a proper concert, so ♥