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Kaus Sans and Kitty Frisk Aint canon anymore, not that anyone cares. Its been a month and im not feeling better, Which is why i stopped drawing Kitty Frisk in General, i felt beyond bad about this, i wanted to Kill Kitty Frisk, more like: have her commit suicide and end her existance. I wouldnt Mind Core!Gaster taking her..Since in that moment i stopped loving her, or more like, i loved her so much that i believed destroying her existance would be a act of Mercy. Its been a month and i havent been much in a mood of drawing her anymore nor her story, However i wont end her just yet, a friend tried hard to convince not to which meant alot to me. But well, im overly upset to what happened, right now im just busy with Commissions so i havent gotten a good chance to vent properly what happened besides Kittys Suicidal thoughts.  This impacted so much that Undertale itself became just....nothing to me, i just not into it anymore like i used to, i never thought something like this would happen. I dont know what will happen, Undertale is all i got right now besides Overwatch, (which is in a seperate blog) But..well i hope i can hang in there, Friends who i used to rp with dont rp with me anymore, it just sort of pulls me off from Undertale. Im not leaving the Fandom, but im loosing intrest in my own work thats part of that fandom, I know it sounds stupid that it came from a ship, but it was important to my ¨character¨ And So so important to me.. Shes like my daughter and that was very much the last straw, i dont think i can ship her around anymore, not canonly anyways, as platonic..im not into the mood for it either. Like i said, i really wanted to kill her off and work on something else.. expect that i dont know what ¨something else¨ is.  Pëople have told me to make her own Sans, but it just dosent give it the same lively feel, it feels like im just shipping her to a clone to herself and it feels...just..fake. And im sure Kitty Herself wouldnt accept it, i guess shes into the bad stuff..the unhealthy stuff. So making a Sans for her is a No. My friend offered to make a Sans for her but shes a bit busy, im at that point that i dont expect anything from anyone because.. well.. my Kitten suffured from too many things, Im going to give her a change, a change she would most likely do from the loss of her love. Cant say its that good or that bad, but i thinks its the few canon things my Kitty would do in such situacion.