#kat neely

Being Human (us) || S04E05 - Pack it Up, Pack it In

I know what it's like to be stuck in this house. I do! If I never met you guys, if I never figured out how the hell to get out of here. She's been here for fourty years! Fourty years! And you guys are all moving on and [...] Yes, you are. You are. And I don't have a life to move on to. I don't. That's the truth. Not really. No matter how much we wish things were different. So...I'm gonna help her. Because at least that gives me some sort of purpose.

I can't do that. I can't. I got a second chance. I got one more opportunity than I was supposed to have. Than anyone is supposed to have. I lived while I could. But the price for hanging on is just too high. How long until I need something more substantial than a mouse? I can see the slippery slope from here and I'm not going down it again. I'm not. So I'm just cutting myself off now before it gets out of control. [...] I'm just gonna live while I can. And then let go when it's time to let go.

Just because you've read everything about vampires that you can get your hands on, does not mean that you understand our nature. A vampire is a killer. I...am a killer. At my core. That's what I am. And I have to fight against that every day. [...] I don't know if Blake is planning to keep her end of the bargain. But even if she does, the relationship between a vampire and his maker, it's complex. You are bound together. And Blake is not the kind of person I want to see you bound to for eternity.