#karogaming

they won't do what people would do, so it can't train you for real battlefield. and sometimes it really sucks because imagine that you're fresh, new player who want to be medic and the only way to test the weapons is to use them on battle. like you have no idea how they work and why they work different (i literally thought that ALL type of übercharge are the same. i learned the hard way that they're different) and also you have no experience, you have no idea how to check spies or how to protect yourself fighting with meele.

and people often don't help at all, like why are you rocket jumping when i'm übering you like is that a way i can go with you or?? also is there a way to tell if people know that i'm gonna über them??

sometimes i genuinely suck and i feel pretty useless playing medic. i'm easy target for spies and snipers, and i can't help it but at least i try not to rage about it because it's a part of the game. but sometimes i'm thinking something like 'guys come on i know i'm an easy target but please let me play for more than a minute' because how i can enjoy the game and help my teammates when i'm dead most of the time??

but playing medic can be paying off when you have good teammates who will actually protect you and not let you die for some reason. sometimes (pretty often) i am the only medic on the team and people don't notice when i'm dead and still call for me like wow thank you brother.

putting aside the negative things, i still love being a medic main. i love the feeling when someone thanks me for even a small bit of overheal!! or when i'm pocket healing heavy and they'll even wait for me to go together when im dead!! or when i have full übercharge and i give it to someone who knows what to do!! or this rush of adrenaline when i have good match and i have amazing team and we work together and i can help everyone!! or when i'm protecting myself with übersaw and i actually get some kills like a real battle medic!!

many people won't choose medic because they think that attacking is more fun than just healing everyone and they're kinda right. i guess doing rocket jumps or just burning enemies is more entertaining than pointing and clicking with medigun but personally i prefer to supporting my team and follow them, giving them strength to win for us all. even if i won't dominate no one or i won't be super edgy killer with kill streaks, it's fine for me. i know my team relie on me and without me it would be harder for them. i love to help people so he's perfect class for me!!

at the prematch i was friendly with medic from the other team, short but nice friendship

at the beginning of the match i went with random heavy (as usual) and the other medic from our team did the same (we had like 3 heavies)

some pyro spamming e like a toddler even when he had full hp so i started to get kinda frustrated

ignoring him, goes with heavy

after hes gone (changed class) i was just running around and healing everyone as well as the other medic

pyro still wanted the uber but i was like mehh hes too annoying

first n word from said pyro !

i was like. damn

i decided i wont even heal him from now tehee ❤️

and i kept my promise and ignored all his tantrum when he changed to soldier and still kept spamming e

without saying anything, the other medic wasn't healing him either, bless him

end of the match, we lost

start of new round, the other medic left and we get the new one who unfortunately was healing the rasist soldier

but not for long because a really good heavy joined and he went with him lol

another episode of soldier's tantrum with n words and calling us slaves

everyone ignoring him :)

the medic i was friends with dominated me :(

me and the other medic kept that one heavy alive because he was soooo and was giving me sandwiches <3

we kinda changed turns because all the team need healing apparently smh

the other medic dead so i went with the heavy and oh my god .

i got 11 killstreak and we both get achievements together

we got red oktoberfest together. this means marriage

he got killed and i knew i was fucked up

you know who ended my killstreak.

A FUCKING MEDIC I WAS FRIENDLY WITH IN PREMATCH

AND HE GOT ACHIEVEMENT ON ME

i went feral but i had to stay calm because of my bf who at this point probably regret showing me tf2

the rasist soldier changed to spy because no healer would give a fuck about him

but he still was salty to everyone

but we won and my killstreak was the longest <3