#karlamera

I want to see how many capable people are able to help support my art and artistry. I’m trying to build a brand called mashed avocado productions and right now I finished creating a podcast and I’m creating a YouTube food and travel show as well as making an album. You can see one of my songs now on SoundCloud will post later.

I am not sorry for feeling the way I do about you I once loved you and always will love you.

There is a part of me that lingers on and I know that's not your fault.

There's a part of me that wants to reach out but I know you know I need to leave you alone

I have been and I will continue to let you be

I keep telling myself that we are better people. We Are.

But

I wish you could or even wanted to watch me grow into the person I’m becoming

I have moments where I relapse and think of you fondly and like a mad woman. I hope you know that I apologize every time. Everytime I reach for the phone or look at a photo of you.

You don't love me

And that's ok

It used to hurt thinking about you with someone else

sometimes it still does

but now it’s just a quick sting and I know one day someone will make you happy.

Shake you from your core like I was and make you want to be a better person

That I can live with