#kari rambles

i know it’s like a power thing but i find the concept of ilnam x gihun too funny to delve into how abusive it is just like on principle bc i think if gihun needed to get outta there he could just trip him

every day im tempted to post what the planned ending of your idol was meant to be bc i dont think im ever gonna finish it but what if i Do

my steak is too juicy and my lobsters too buttery But this Chinese food place gave me so much chicken I can’t eat it all

Aren’t i a tough nut to crack

And if im complaining about my family let me shout out my mom for congratulating me on my new job by saying what i actually need to do is devote all of my time to school bc i dont wanna get stuck at Shitty Job for rest of my life Like being a nurse even sounds appealing to me anymore after she comes home and tries to scare me out of working in every field

I actually truly don’t understand why she has to call me stupid for making a choice that i had saved for for months and was fully aware and conscious of when i made that decision im not stupid im not a fucking moron but she just knocks it over my head

#mytruth is that i wish suicide wasn’t permanent cuz every time my sister insults me for spending money on a plane ticket to see my girlfriend i think about just straight killing myself in front of her just 2 see what she would do like genuinely