oh gosh,,,,,,,,,,,,, falling in love with only fictional characters is hella painful,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, if your fictional character crush was real,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
i’ve had this problem for nearly 4 years and they were right, it is not healthy. but literally no one on this planet would do. if i tried dating an irl person that would have all the traits that characters i fell in love with, it would be dangerous because coming from a person who has literally NO dating experience at all (despite the fact i’m approaching adulthood. yikes.) last time i liked anyone irl was 3 years ago. and if i was thrown off the bridge by that such ideal person, i would be badly wounded in my heart and would never be able to find the same sensation again...maybe i’m just not ready (not age wise) for the hellhole you go through in a relationship. i don’t want anyone in general. but for some odd reason i, i get really uncomfortable when someone brings up relationships and dating and associates me with it because i’m “pretty” apparently but there’s a good 1% chance you’ll woo me and if fictional characters were real i guess the mechanics are the same, people don’t immediately reciprocate your feelings...
