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Naki found the highest point in the junkyard he could. Even if his bearings were lost, even if his memories were a mess, there was a single thread of blood that kept him going. He had to follow it, even if it made his eyelids dark, his eyes raw, and stained the suit Yamori gave him. That was right.
âYamori.âÂ
 The start of the thread. His fault for getting captured. He sat in the dark and screamed his bossâs name for strength so many times, but not enough. He was sitting cross legged, and his shoulders hitched suddenly. The first uncontrollable sob, he tried to wipe it away with clumsy fingertips, because he felt if he started crying now, he would never stop, and he still had so many more to get through.
âUdo. Kumaji. Soratou.â His fault again, he didnât remember to take out the Ukaku types first. When Miza yelled at him, three wee already on the ground, shards jammed into their bodies. Naki wasnât smart but even he could realize that they had fallen in front of him, and the trajectory they would have taken had that not happened.
âChuu. Hajihei.âÂ
 They wabaanged when they should have bashoomed. If only he could have planned more carefully.
âNotta. Hamo. Noru-noma.âÂ
 When they were all caught in a traffic jam in a halway, because ten of them got overexcited and they all wanted to beat up the three doves that were shooting at them, three immediately folded in front of Naki and soaked up the RC bullets like sponges.Â
âGagi. Guge.âÂ
 The two of them lying down in front of him. He begged them not to go.Â
âWhy do you all keep going somewhere I canât follow? Why always for me? Iâm not my big bro, Iâm just his underling.â
From afar Naki could hear, an unintentional listener to this whole scene disturb the silence of the moment, shattering it like glass. Because the moment Naki gave a cursory glance out of curiousity, all of his grief burned into rage in an instant. The tears in his eyes may as well have evaporated into steam. He stared full force ahead, eyes bloodshet, glowing a harsh red in the dark as every vein in his forehead threatened to pop from his skin.
âEyeeeeepaaaaaaattcccchhhh!â















