⟨ 💦 ⟩ ft. @kamiisado
❝ talking about it as if it’s okay doesn’t make it okay, just for your information. ❞ retorts kami with her arms crossing above her chest, lips pressed into a thin line. despite it having nothing to do with her she feels the need to defend the girl – after all kami was nothing less than a long term patient of the hospital, she’s spent nearly her entire life inside of this building, made friends, maybe fell in love once or twice with patients, which either ended in them dying way too soon, or them getting out as soon as they became healthy. ah, the hospital life surely was great. of course, by now she spent a lot of time at home, too, except when something happens, and for the usual two weeks every two months – such as right now. ❝ you can’t just come into a hospital look at a random girl and tell her she’s a minus two on your hotness list. in fact, you should not come into a hospital to look at girls to begin with. it wasn’t .. okay.. maybe.. she isn’t the prettiest, surely.. but you cannot just tell her. she’s a 4, at least. ❞ now, that defending didn’t work all too well, did it ? instead of jumping right in and curse him out she ends up somewhat agreeing with his statement. good job. the girl, a patient who’s been here for only a week, is talking to one of the nurses, crying. of course she’s crying, from the few conversations the young girl had with her it became clear that her insecurities are HUGE. and that nearly everything makes her cry. what she has ? no idea. maybe she’s just here for the food, that apparently happened before in one of the wards. her gaze moves from the broken down girl back to the male, clearing her throat. ❝ now, may I direct you to the exit, because Nurse Kim over there is looking at you, and trust me she’s a dragon, she’ll tear you apart for making one of her patients cry. ❞
He’s an expert in bottling his emotions. As unbelievable as it sounds, considering his not-so innocent thoughts run havoc when a pretty girl is within vicinity. Even then, he’s always cautious of the words spilling from his lips. Doesn’t let it out unless it’s what they want to hear. And honestly? Nearly 80% of the shit he spouts is pure lies. UTTER BULLSHIT! Ladies, don’t believe him! Jaeho’s been in the game for way too long. Whether he’s known you for years or he just met you five seconds ago-- he’s great at telling pretty little lies that’ll have you wrapped around his figure. Some go for compliments, and some swoon for heroic actions. The trick is differentiating that one truth out of hundreds of lies. But today? Today is different. The 11 out of 10 nurse rejected him. HIM! Worst of it all-- he doesn’t know where he went wrong! He followed all his rules, step-by-step. Took a few minutes or two to observe her and then he went in. It was all going smoothly too! She giggled at his jokes. Flipped her hair with each compliment ( which, were all TRUTHS by the way ). Kept eye-contact and didn’t excuse herself to go help all the hundred patients in need. It was going all-so perfectly. So what happened? Beats him! All he knows is, he’s hurt. Not in the way that your first love rips your heart to shreds, but more-so along the lines of she embarrassed the fuck out of him and that stained that big ego of his. And that patient. The -2 out of 10. She was just there, and in his brief moment of humiliation, he took his wrath out on her. Now, he’s not stupid enough( nor violent enough ) to do-so physically, but he did damage her pride. Far worse than how miss 11 out of 10 did to him. OOPS?
“Look,” he pauses briefly, thoughts running a mile a minute as he tries to pull some BULLSHIT out of his ass, “I’m sorry.” His eyes soften, and he’s running a hand through his hair, ruffling it a few times in pure aggravation. A heavy sigh escapes his lips. Gaze traveling to the patient crying her eyes out in the corner. He’s not heartless. He feels bad! Maybe a tad bit GUILTY, but that’s all you’re going to get out of him. “I didn’t mean to say that. I’ve just been on... edge lately.” Cue actor Jaeho! “My mom, she’s... she’s in the emergency room right now, and I’m not even allowed to see her because my parents kicked me out back when I was sixteen. The only reason why I know she’s here in the first place is because of my little sister. And I-- I didn’t mean to take it out on her like that. Believe me. Negative two, four, seven, eight, numbers don’t matter. She’s really pretty! Inside and out, I’m sure. Ah, I should really go apologize.” His tone is genuine, filled with anguish and sorrow. If you looked closely enough, you can even see the telltale signs of a tear or two just waiting to drop. His shoulders are slouched, jaw slackened, fists clenched, and his feet are begging him to move. To quickly apologize to the girl and right his wrongs.
SIKE!
Inside, he’s laughing like a maniac. Imaginary DEVIL horns are sprouting at the top of his head, equipped with devilish wings. Oh yes, after this, he was definitely going to hell. As previously stated, his ability to spout out bullshit is still going strong. His mom, for all she knows, is safe at home! Most likely curled up in bed with his dad. Getting the alone time they deserve after raising two kids. He wouldn’t know. Jaeho doesn’t live with them anymore. Not because he was kicked out at an early age ( which was FALSE! ) but because he was a twenty-six year old man and living with his parents at that age was... YIKES! Nonetheless, he’s proud of his award winning performance. He’s even giving himself a pat on the back! All in his head, of course.
