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                                                      Ada x 

It was hard to be a total different person than what you’re used to, at least now Ada has done it twice but there was always something nagging at her…or more like someone nagging at the back of her mind and it wasn’t who she thought it was but  someone she never believed she’d actually miss. Whether it was those damn colored eyes - or the smirk that seemed to be plastered on their lips and in her mind, it was more than just her body that craved for the other but her mind ached for them as well. Only problem being, she was terrified of what they might say to her, might do if she was actually honest on how she really felt…what she really thought of them. Her own father wanted her and the only other guy that she fell for, cheated. Was she really that unwanted? That unliked? What if they wanted nothing to do with her? Minds are a cruel place to be stuck in, so, she decided to quit her pity party from staring out the window and snuggled up with a mug of coffee and actually decided to do something for a change. She just threw on some shoes and decided to go for a walk, only having one place mind - not even the threats from the thundering sky deterred her from her one-track mission. Though her pounding heart when she saw the other, might have - suppose that was when she grew grateful that her body reacted before her mind could. When she got close to them, she tugged on their arm and pulled them around the corner into an alley - giving neither of them to really react, she pushed him up the brick wall and kissed them.   She couldn’t help it - this is basically the only things she knows how to do. She wasn’t good at making friends or the first thing about actually being a decent human being. All she did know was that she couldn’t make it any longer without seeing the other. If anything for one last time.

@tancred-the-librarian

Pregnancy had always been unexpected, though having a kid with a demon - well that was just a total left field shocker. Not like she wasn’t happy about being pregnant. She was just scared. What if this child had the same one as her first child. Could she go through a second miscarriage? The way she was now taking care of herself - was enough proof she wasn’t strong enough. Every night she wrapped her arms around her stomach as if she was keeping any harm to come to her new baby. 

This time - she did her job right considering she was now laying in a hospital bed pushing her hardest for her daughter to be born - to finally become a mother. And hearing her baby’s crys - a smile and laugh of relief crossed Ginevra’s lips. She was exhausted but her daughter being placed in her arms, woke her up. A sense of responsibility coursing through her. She held on tightly - vowing to forever protect her precious little one. 

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A few months had passed and Ginevra struggled to be a a good, study mom for her daughter but it was a lot harder than she could imagine. Barely getting any sleep especially when the baby cries every few hours for either a changing or because she’s hungry, and than needs to be changed again. Ginevra was exhausted by the end of the day and took her minute naps whenever it was granted to her.

However, Ginevra found if she sings to her daughter - than it was easier for hem both for the little one to go to sleep, no tears, just milk and Ginevra’s voice. It was simple and she enjoyed watching how at ease her daughter was. Peaceful and beautiful. 

“I love you, Astrid. I will never allow any harm come to you.”