When men truly admire and love you theyβll be too scared to even touch you;
I firmly believe when a man truly loves you, he is extremely careful and intentional with his touch.
It's not that he is not attracted or that heβs 'nonchalant' and playing hard to get, no. He values and reveres you so much that he doesnβt want even a fingertip of his to lay on you without your permission.
And thus he waits for you to initiate gestures. So he can be completely sure that he's not hurting you, staining you with the unholy lust that has been coursing through his veins for you from the moment he got closer to you. He is so considerate and careful, asking for permission repeatedly even as his hands practically vibrate with restrained desire.
The touch starts slow and barely there.
The kisses start hesitant, soft.
His hands shake as they move upwards from your hips to your waist to your back, pressing you against his chest abruptly as the desire spikes before catching himself;
βIs this okay? Iβm not hurting you am I?β
You let out an astonished giggle before kissing him again βYou are notβ¦Iβm not so fragile, baby. Give me a little more credit here.β You tease as you begin to unbutton his shirt, his breath hitching with every inch of skin that is bared.
Oh Godβ¦it was happening, his mind is ringing as you are busy unwrapping him like a candy box (you licking your lips as you undress him is just making it worse actually).
He becomes a bit bolder as you walk to the bed tangled up each other, peppering kisses first on your cheeks, nose and then sniffing your neck before landing a sloppy kiss on your neck, making you shiver.
βIs it good? May I continue?β He asks hopeful and you nod.
βYesβ¦do it.β
Intoxicated by your scent, he leans in and now starts to kiss up and down your neck, unscrewing the cap on his desire a bit more with each trail of desperate spit that lathers on your skin as he tastes you while you both try to undress as quickly as possible.
And when you lie back on the sheets completely naked before him, he inhales so sharply it pricks his throat, pupils dilated in a way that makes him look almost inhuman. But heβs still trying to rein it in, afraid to hurt you in his frenzy.
So you grab his face and pull him close:
βTouch me like you mean it. Like you want to make sure I will never forget your touch.β You say, looking right into his eyes βI wonβt breakβ¦but try anyway.β You say, voice thick with desire and something in him snaps like a thread thatβs has been stretched taut too long-
Because now that you have given him that clear and explicit green light?
May God save your soulπ
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-- Xavier, Zayne (LADS), Nanami Kento, Choso Kamo (JJK), Kugo Sakamata, Shoto Todoroki, Tenya Iida (MHA), Doppo Kunikida (BSD), Gyomei Himejima (KNY), Luciano Valeztena (The Broken Ring: this marriage will fail anyway), Winter Verdandi (Villains are destined to die), Zachary Arno (Marriage of Convenience), Cassis Pedelian (Roxana), Regis Floyen (Father, I don't want this marriage), Gallahan Lombardi, Clerivan Pellet, Perez Durelli (I shall master this family), Ian Dalton (Miss Pendleton), Felix Chamberlain (Your ultimate love rival), Shi Yan (Love by Mistake), Kai Young, Vuk Markovic (Kings of Sin series by Ana Huang), Vaughn Morozov (Villains series by Rina Kent), Christian Harper (Twisted series by Ana Huang), Cyrus of Nara (This Woven Kingdom series by Tahareh Mafi)
