#juztinanon

I'd kill just to be your friend again tbh.

I'm never gonna replace you. Ever. I'm still waiting for you to forgive me even if it takes forever. If you saw the posts with Jason (askjuztin) and I, I'm sorry. I truly am. Wasn't trying to replace you. I just want some friends. And again, I did something wrong. And I'm sorry. God, why do I always do something wrong? I don't deserve to live. I'm heartless...

TBH I stay up till 3 a.m. because I want to at least see you reblog something. Because knowing that you're online makes me fangirl.

I miss you. I miss how we used to talk to each other everyday. I miss how you used to tease me because I'm "pregnant." I miss how you answer my messages. I miss how everyone tease us because we're a cute couple (but we we're never together.) I miss how I used to give you nicknames almost everyday. I miss how I rape your ask and tag. I miss how tumblr's a bitch to you and never lets you send a message to me. I miss how I go crazy and type random stuff on your ask. I miss how Josh asks me what's up with you when you're sad. I miss how I put random gifs when replying to you and then you laugh (your penis though yolo 8~).) I miss how you told me that it's "Hakuna Matata" and not "YOLO." I miss our "I love you more" and "I miss you more" fights (and I always end up winning HAH.) I miss how we fight over who's perfect. I miss how we wait for each other to get on. I miss how we both get ask limit (and you always end up getting ask limit after 3-5 messages thanks to tumblr.) I miss how anons always ask you to date me, but then you're always like "Who the hell would want to date me?" (I would tbh.)  I miss how we were confused as to why people wants us to date (up until now, I'm still confused) but you always tell me that we're cute which give me one reason why people wants us together. I miss how people confess to confession blogs that we need to date (hah remember when one told you that she's in love with you but she wants us to date?) I miss how you're all "Okay just leave me here then :(" when I only told you to stay since I'm coming home from my uncle's house. I miss how people tell us to talk privately because we're "flirting" all over their dash. I miss how you told me that I'm perfect and beautiful (when I'm not) when I was really, really insecure. I miss how you told me that you're gonna kill those anons when you find out who they are. I miss how you complain at how I'm "friendzoning" you. I miss how I wrote you a long ass letter and you wrote me a long ass letter. I miss everything. I miss you. I miss us.

Okay hi yeah I still have feelings for you and I hope that you'll notice this KBYE.

I miss you, though....

Okay hi I screamed so loud when you liked that photo of Jason KBYE.