#justletme

Just let me.

Let me remind you the time she first laid her eyes on you - no sparks, merely judgment on your not so James Dean face.

Let me remind you the first time you told her she was beautiful - it was on the night you saw her crying when she lost whom she thought she could spend forever with.

Let me remind you that also on that night, you promised that you’d protect and save her broken heart.

Let me remind you the time you nervously visited her home and asked her parents’ blessing. Happy was an understatement.

Let me remind you the time you were so in love with her that you asked her for marriage. And when she stuttered and quieted, you knew she thought she wasn’t ready. But then, you did not give up.

Let me remind you the time she finally said yes, that you cried your heart out and celebrated with a cup of champagne.

Let me remind you the time both of you spent watching the ocean kiss the shore. You first felt the warmth and tasted each other’s lips.

Let me remind you the time you both wished on a shooting star - that happiness would forever be upon you.

But let me also remind you.

Let me also remind you the first time she laid her eyes on the lady you were with, and you defended yourself before she even said something.

Let me also remind you the time you hurt her just because you said she was ‘OKAY’ when all she wanted you to say is was ‘BEAUTIFUL’.

Let me remind you the time you were the reason for her broken heart. No one was there to save and protect it. No one.

Let me remind you the time when her parents visited and wanted their daughter back into their arms - she wanted the idea but she stayed with you.

Let me remind you the time when she prepared a surprise for you on your fifth anniversary, and when you came home drunk, she stuttered and was in silence, thinking you just celebrated that special occasion.

Let me remind you the happiest time you were with that girl, but then it turned out to be her saddest. She smiled. Tears fell.

Let me tell you that on that same night, she cried her heart out, or better yet, the last broken piece of her heart.

Let me tell you that she watched the ocean kiss the shore alone, and realized just as how your relationship went, both of thee just won’t be together.

Let me tell you the night she saw a shooting star - she wished to be brave to leave you, forever.

Let me remind you.

Just let me.