I have to be very careful with you.
Because you see things in me that I cannot see in myself quite yet or in anyone else.Â
I do not wish to love.
When I was younger, I would have been flattered and bathed in someone elses desire
but now I sink in it like a stone and the weight presses on my windpipe and I don’t know how to articulate.
You have beautiful eyes and I like them the most at the distance that they are.Â








