EMOTIONS!
Ugh.. I am so horribily emotianal these days.. If I’m not on the verge of crying or actually crying I’m either distracting myself or having a meltdown. It’s so exausting.. wich makes it worse.... So many things are happening in my life at the moment, and I wish I could just run from it all.. never look back.. finally have peace.. I still don’t really think I’m suicidal.. I just wish there was some way to just give up and just ignore it all but still be here for the few good things..
It’s too much work.. and I still see no light in the future.. I shouldn’t be writing this.. it only makes me feel worse.. I just... would love some attention.. someone telling me they care that they’ll be there for me.. (Background music: The Lion king, can you feel the love tonight...... Nope.. not really..) I don’t want tomorrow to come..
