oh i reallly want to draw my fosters s/i more because my god do i need it. For my sake. but after the whole fiasco of somebody copying a whole bunch of my art for their own familial stuff down to a t I’ve been feeling. A little Disconnected. And it really sucks considering that she’s the most dear and personal to me out of all my sonas. I wish my sonas weren’t seen as something for others to project themselves onto…And I’ve been going through some stuff in real life with my horrible terrible disgusting father and I’m terrified that I’d start projecting tge things he’s done onto funny bunny. I know he’s a fictional character and wouldn’t do anything like that to me but when you’re in a situation like mine where you’re left alone for all your nasty thoughts to fester it’s hard to shake that sort of thing . And I know it’s silly but whatever. I just want to feel that comfort againi want to be safe Sorry they’re killing me later
