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end of year reflection! i had a lot of goals for the year. here are ones i actually achieved (even partially!): - read 5 books (og. goal was 12) - i successfully renewed my drivers license - didn't get a new job, but my job is very different and way more manageable! - i did my first DJ set c: - made significant progress on my WIP bitsy game - wrote/published a BUNCH of fics - made a BUNCH of fan edits - made a little progress on non-fiction reading/revolutionary study - built skills (not the ones i planned to, but a lot of different ones!) goals i just didn't achieve even a lil really: - video freelance work (but got a pretty good start!) - drawing (but i did acquire the tools i need now!) - progress on original writing projects (but i understand why!) things that weren't explicit goals but im proud of: - watched/read a bunch of new shows/movies/books ive been meaning to check out for a while - i got out of my house more/connected with friends/community more than i have in many many years - i TRAVELLED! crazy - kept my job and figured out a lot of systems for 'productivity' that are 'unconventional' but work well for me - understood deeper my connection to creativity and creative community/kinship with others - processed a LOT of unprocessed grief - successfully stayed on T the whole year (beyond that, figured out a lot of gender stuff this year c:) - healed my relationship to psychedelic drugs lol things im not quite proud of that surfaced a lot this year: - still learning how to prioritize balance/consistency over impulsivity & obsession and all-or-nothing thinking/action - social anxiety rly grabs a hold of me and leads to spirals.. (total isolation is still a coping mechanism) - how to not let the ups and downs of creative expression fuck with me so bad - substance use :/

Nanbaka (fantasy AU) There are chosen few who can directly work with beings called Divines. Divines are like gods and goddesses they help those they work with (they are called Champions) however they are picky to choose who they work with and typically don't like to work with anyone but their Champion they almost never choose more than one person. They usually form bonds with their Champion and stay with them until their death they cannot be the cause of their death or assist someone else to kill them (punishment for killing their Champion will be extremely painful many die from said punishment) if they desire to leave or be rid of them they have to wait til their Champion dies Rock's a fighter Nico's an assassin Uno's a thief Jyugo's a Divine Jyugo never had chosen anyone during his infinite lifetime however in some incident he ended up being bonded to the mischievous trio. While at first Rock, Uno, and Nico didn't like him but slowly they fell for their little goddess. Rock, Uno, and Nico are in an established relationship Jyugo can heal for a limited time and under severe circumstances will become the God of Destruction (he can also change forms) Uno uses throwing knives Nico uses poisoned weapons Rock just uses his fist (sometimes a sword) Uno was the first to call Jyugo goddess (Jyugo was unamused) Rock always make's Jyugo taste his new creations Nico likes to put various floral decorations in Jyugo's hair They teach Jyugo how to interact with other humans properly Jyugo tends to make himself small and hides in one of Nico's satchels when stranger's or overall other people are around everyone's a BAMF

#5 #jurn-Jurn getting it in the final game of the season with a win!!! #proudfather #volleyball #accomplishinggoals (at Birdville Stadium)