Day 7: June 15, 2019 (Part 3)
Edge 26: 5:58-6:03
I put the Oragel on my clit at 5:51. I know I was supposed to do it for my mid-afternoon edge, but this time counts, right? I only just got home. Family is coming to dinner at 6:30. Donāt have a lot of time...
I gave myself a (cold) rinse before I started, and then I put a tiny glob of Oragel on my finger, less than half a peaās worth, and rubbed it around my clit, but then I felt like it wasnāt quite enough. So I added just a tiny bit more right directly on it. The icy sensation lasted about 5 minutes before it faded away, which let me know that it had worked. I knew I was going to be completely numb, but that wasnāt going to stop me.
I was so horny as I sat there with my legs spread wide and I couldnāt stand waiting the whole five minutes once the cold had faded. So I started my edge at 5:58. I was feeling needy, and I knew if I wasnāt careful, Iād have another episode like yesterday where I just wouldnāt be able to stop.
So I imagined someone standing there and watching, telling me that I could have five minutes and watching his watch. So I rubbed fast and hard and rocked against my fingers with my hips, my legs spread nice and wide. And there was nothing. No sensation, except for the feeling against my fingers and my head screaming at me to edge and the sound of squishing.
And then I watched the clock turn to 6:03 and I imagined my watcher commanding me to stop. I forced my hand away, feeling my neediness only get worse. I gave myself another cold rinse, because I thought it would help (and Iād left a mess), but I think it just made me want more. Now only my pussy is cold and it wants more stimulation. And my numb little clit canāt do anything to fix it.
Ugh. Cold showers and soft edges and numb clits... this is the worst punishment ever.















