Online-Damian Wayne
Pairing:Damian Wayne x fem!Reader
Warnings:non
Featuring:Jason, and a mention of Dick 
Summary:Damian realizing he had the biggest crush on you ever
Word count:1.3k
chapter 4
Damian liked you, not love because love is messy and complicated and hard to deal with and it's not like Damian has good role models with love. His first experience with it was his mother and father but they're both weird and can't deal with feelings so it's not like they're a big help.
And his fathers latest semi romantic conquest is Selina Kyle If you would call fighting on a rooftop and then making out in her apartment romantic. And he would rather cut his own hand off then ask his siblings so he was stuck. He doesn't know how to deal with this and he doesn't know how long he can keep pretending everything is fine.
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You and Damian were at the manor you thought he would never bring you back after that incident with his brother but he did. Now the two of you were in his room you on his bed rambling about random things and he's on his desk chair drawing or doing homework you forgot which one
“If I was a fish I'd be a pufferfish or maybe a betta fish…a pretty one” you look up at the roof messing with your hands as you talk.
“and..what kind of fish would I be?”
“Black Moor goldfish.. because they’re fancy like you” you laughed right after you said that, making Damian smile a bit.
The room fell into a comfortable silence just like it had before. The quietness wasn't weird mainly because the two of you had gotten more comfortable with each other in the few months you had known each other online for a year by online and reality are two very different things.
At first it was awkward and now there are still awkward moments between you and Damian but good awkward like the kind you laugh at in a few days.
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You and Damian were still in his room because you had fallen asleep because his bed was just so freaking comfortable. Like it was made of clouds who would fall asleep on that.
Damian had noticed you fell asleep he saw the way your body relaxed, and the way your eyes were fighting to stay open. and as your eyes closed shut signaling that you were asleep.
He just looked at you for a second looking at you like you held the secrets to the word. Even if you didn't hold any secrets he wouldn't care he had enough for the both of you.
After a few minutes of watching you he decided that he wanted to sleep as well and he didn't wanna wake you up so he got up and moved you just a bit under the covers and slid into bed next to you.
This wasn't weird. People share beds with their friends all the time and you and Damian were close so it's not like when you woke up you would freak out if anything Damian would.
and before Damian knew it you had your arm around his arm holding it as you slept he didn't mind it and it wasn't the worst feeling in the world. It was just a bit different then he was used to. He'd been hugged by his friends and family before and he's not completely disgusted by romance, so he’s been hugged by crushes before.
But this is different Damian has had crushes before and he has talked to girls his age at galas but you're not one of those girls you're not a part of his team you're a civilian not someone who he has to put a persona on for.
He could act normal or whatever he thinks is normal but still you're hugging his arm in his bed under his covers and yes just letting you he's too nervous to wake you up he doesn't want you to leave just yet.
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When you had woken up it was hours later and dark out Damian was beside you eyes closed his breathing soft his arm was around you pulling you close.
Your eyes had just finished adjusting when you looked over at him. You sat up quickly seeing how close you were made you nervous.
He was so close you could hear his breathing you stared at him watching him as he slept before looking at the window seeing it was dark and grabbing your phone to text your mom.
You had a couple texts and missed calls but at the end was her saying that she knew where you were because Alfred called whoever the fuck that is.
You put your phone down and sat back down awkwardly looking up at the ceiling trying not to look at Damian.
Suddenly Damian's eyes open and he just stares at you and you stare back at him.
“What..” Your voice is low and nervous.
“Nothing” Damian let go of you and sat up in his bed turning his head to his window.
you look between him and the window with a curtain closed.
“You, enjoying the night sky Damian..”
“Yes it's quite wonderful tonight…” Damian mutters, not looking back at you.
“oh…okay”
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The next day you had left early so you could help your mom with something leaving Damian alone with his feelings.
And he was not good with his feelings. He was in the training room hitting the dummy so hard it started tearing.
He wasn't angry or anything, he just didn't know how to process that he might like you.
as Damian was destroying another training dummy Jason walked into the training room and was watching Damian for a moment before he spoke up.
“You know.. I don't think you're supposed to completely wreck those..”
Damian stopped attacking the dummy to see the damage he had done.
“It's fine…There are others”Damian mutters, turning to face Jason.
“Yeah whatever…-” Jason paused for a second before continuing.
“-So what's wrong with you…”
“Nothing is wrong with me Todd..”
“Yeah…Sure everything is completely fine and dandy.” Jason side eyed Damian as he left the training room obviously not believing him.
Damian signed putting the training gear back and leaving the room to go to his room to think or more like having a mini crisis because of his feelings most of his life he was told that feelings were weak and that it would only stop him from his role as heir of the league of assassins.
But now after being away from all that for so long he didn't know what to think about it. He knew he couldn't just hold his emotions in it could mess up his role as Robin and Damian couldn't have that.
And it's not like he didn't learn about stuff like that through his time with his siblings, especially Dick might just be Dick. But this was different. You weren't some super hero, you're a citizen. You don't go beating up people in the middle of the night.
Damian doesn't wanna mess you up with his problems.
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Later that day you and Damian were at a cafe just talking as usual.
“Sorry again for last night I was really tried-”
You stopped to take a sip of your drink.
“-But your bed is criminally soft..”
Damian just nodded as you talked. He didn't wanna say anything in fear of saying something stupid.
“Anyways…tomorrow I have a test…i studied this time so hopefully-”
Damian watches as you talk, not really listening, just staring at you like you could solve all the word problems Or maybe just his problems.
“Damian…”
Damian snapped out of it still looking at you though.
“Yes?”
“Are you even listening..?”
“Yes I'm listening.”
“Goodgood..”
After a while the two of you left the cafe and he walked you to your apartment because it was close by.
“I'm going to bed early tonight…for the test you know”
Damian nodded as if he was gonna do the same as if he wasn't gonna go on patrol right after this.
“Good night y/n”
“Good night Damian!”
You hugged him before going into the building leaving Damian outside and leaving him with the very real realization of him liking maybe even loving you.
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