3/12/2021
Just fucking PLEAAAAAASE! Give me a break! The moment my foot starts to get better you decide to act up?
I just want to sleep. I want to sleep but I fucking can’t. I want to sleep but YOU keep flooding my brain with dumb ass shit I know isn’t true yet I’m driven to tears.
I thought I was getting better? I thought I was stronger than this already? I know I’m off my medication but why after weeks is this happening? I sit here at 2:56am crying because my thoughts are too loud. Just shut up. SHUT THE FUCK UP!!
No, you are not being replaced, no you are not annoying them and if you were they would tell you! Yes you’re a good friend to them! They love and appreciate you and have shown you that so many fucking times! At this point I would be insulted if I were them because these doubtful thoughts still plague my mind! So shut the fuck up, stop being selfish, leave me alone and let me sleep you stupid fucking brain! Don’t leave me like this crying.
Why after all this time are you deciding to be so loud again?
Just let me rest…
Please just stop crying.
