#junenine

Happy Anniversary Love. ^_^ #FourYearsandCounting #JuneNine

I hope one day you wake up and realize all the shit I ever did for you. That I was always there for you unconditionally. I never made an excuse not to be there for you. And I never did anything behind your back that can possibly hurt you. I loved you. I love you. And it really hurts to see you go back to your ways. I truly feel depressed and I can’t stop crying. At home I miss you and at work I miss you more. I can’t stand the way you hurt me. Your comments about me. Knowing you can actually say something like that and talk shit about me. I don’t know how I allowed that. I was an idiot for taking you back. And now I know I'm not going too. But it really hurts. It hurts to revisit our past memories. But this is not my first heartbreak and I know I know I will get over this. This is not the first time I cry myself to sleep hoping to hear from you. I know that I will find better. I was so sure about you. Until that day. Everything went downhill. And I will never allow anything like that to happen to me again. I’m an idiot. I was an idiot. It just hurts so much and I’m not done. It takes me an eternity to get over someone. It’s just I’m a stupid idiot that cares.