#jumpoffaith

so i've decided to just let it all GO! :) Give it all to God if you will.

Let's just see how long this lasts. XP But at the moment.. I've been pondering love.. cause it's been on my mind. And as you know, things on your mind is things you see. And therefore lately I've been seeing couples, lovers, love in the air, EVERYTHING romantic. And meeting random guys.. like not on dates or anything, but like just happening by a stranger and actually thinking, he's pretty cute, I wouldn't mind trying out my heart with him. :) And I'm not a type of girl that does that.. I usually just see people as people. Never giving out my heart, always holding it in tight lock down with chains and a magic barrier holding off everything but kindness and friendship.. So, I figured.. if I'm starting to think of relationships then does that mean that I'm maturing a bit? Like in the romantic sense? And if so then why not? My plan now is... Just let whatever happens happen. If I like a guy, I'll like him. If a guy likes me. He can. If not, it's all cool. :) So yeah. But like I said... let's just see how long this lasts. XD haha. But yes. I'm feeling happy right now. deciding to just let all things happen. I'll start worrying again when a serious relationship starts. haha. When I'm in a mutual relationship of fondness for one another.. though that's a weird way to put it definately.