#julusmolebayhan

(With the two traumatized bishounen boys)

Juli y Gilbert tienen varias cosas en común, pero una de las que yo he llegado a apreciar hace tiempo, es que ambos tienen una increíble semejanza en Playlist. Alien Alien es una de ellas. (Al menos yo creo que les queda bien)

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Alien, soy un Alien.

Guiaré tu corazón por el mal camino.

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Oscar 😢💔

Ahh Ante! You must not do it!

Oscar 🩵 Juli

Ante loves Oscar (cause exchange of keep secret, he’d like to kiss from Oscar)

Oscar loves Juli

Juli loves Eric (Thomas)

We already know Thomas

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Dear Juli,

As I write this letter, my hands are trembling, and my heart feels as though it will leap from my chest. The truth is, I’ve wanted to say these words to you for years. But I’ve always remained silent, a shadow in your presence. Even in the moments when I felt closest to you, I could never bring myself to confess the feelings that have weighed heavily on me.

Every moment I spent with you echoed deep within me. Your laughter, the sparkle in your eyes, the slight tremble in your voice… All of it drew me in, stirred something inside me. But to watch you, always to only watch you, became a burden. Because I know there’s no place for someone like me in your world. Not now, not ever. I knew how pure and beautiful your heart was, and that’s why I kept my distance—because I was afraid that if I truly loved you, I would only lose you.

The truth is, I love you, Juli. I love you, but I never had the courage to show it. I’ve always been the figure in the background; someone who exists in your world, but never truly belongs to it. Even when I was closest to you, I remained invisible. I tried to express how much I loved you in my own way, but not saying it, being nothing more than a silent observer… it all stemmed from my fear of losing you. If I truly loved you, would I lose you?

But now, I can’t bear the silence any longer. I know that loving you comes at a price. A very high price. But I can’t keep being your shadow any longer. This will be my last letter to you. Perhaps my final confession… If my feelings bring any burden to you, if you don’t wish to carry them, knowing them won’t hurt me. I’ve always wished for your happiness, always. But I also want you to know how painful it is to love you.

I couldn’t always be with you, Juli. But I will always love you. Always.

Oscar

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Oscar had to enshrine Juli in his heart in manga as well, it’s so heartbreaking

You’re really sick Juli!!

I think, it is Juli’s remorse. He wanted get rid of this remorse.

Though Eric was not alike to Thomas in my opinion