He had so much dignity…….
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He had so much dignity…….

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I've seen a lot of posts about how Julien pretends not to care but clearly cares about Occtis, which is very delicious, but I also think Occtis' whole "I am tired of pretending I give a shit about you" thing is equally fascinating. I can't stop thinking about how right before that he says, "I am tired of trying to placate your anger towards me. I am tired of trying to do the things that I think you want me to do so you'll stop trying to kill me." Occtis, as has become very clear, was abused growing up, and probably learned to do exactly that - placate people's anger, do the things they want him to do - to try to avoid the abuse. That could be a whole other post but I think it's really interesting that he snapped and said that to Julien. He's afraid that Julien is going to hurt him, maybe even kill him, presumably because of him being a Tachonis. I wonder if that had anything to do with him asking Julien not to kill Koral - he was desperate for proof that a member of his family didn't despise him, but I wonder if any part of him wanted to see if Julien was capable of forgiving a Tachonis enough to let them live. And all of this after Occtis saying that only two people care about him and Julien not saying anything to contradict that. I don't think Julien is the only one trying very hard not to care. I think Occtis is terrified of caring about other people he is not certain already care about him (Thaisha and Thimble) because he's terrified of being hurt (again), so it's a whole lot easier to tell Julien and to tell himself that he doesn't give a shit. But like Julien, he certainly didn't act like someone who doesn't care - he jumped right back into his family's house to save Julien when his shadow dragged him back. Two people who are starting to care about one another and refuse to admit it because they're terrified of caring and I think that's very fun.
Julien telling Occtis that he's got two shadows now (one of them being himself) is sort of extra poetic given that he also has two of those on account of The Curse™️
So....if Julien successfully kills all the other Tachonis that means Occtis, by default, becomes the new Lord Tachonis, which would also make him the perfect candidate to both fulfill Maya Davinos' request while also still pissing her off and being petty as fuck lol
I promised this a while ago I got lazy with it oops also art block but uuuh its finished
At the risk of being annoying @occtis-shredded-soul I believe you sold a piece of your soul to me for this I hope it eas worth it lol

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Julien: Aranessa left, there's nothing to hold me back from showing my truest attitude now.
Occtis: Not On My Watch, vassal boy :)
C4 Shipping - One Month In
With Overture finished, and the first month of C4 wrapping up, I wanted to get a bit of a glimpse as to how things are looking.
For some context: this data was collected manually from AO3 from the Friday following a given episode to the Thursday of the next, in order to represent the fics being posted after a given episode. Given the ability to add/remove tags and backdate or delete works, it may not represent what is on the archive currently, but instead what was written during those weeks.
There were over 300 (!!!) fics posted in the Critical Role: Aramán tag. In comparison, the same first four weeks period saw 161 fics for C3 (out of 414 fics in the tag total), and 165 fics for C2 (out of 219 total) so C4 is off to a very strong start, probably a mix of being an easy entry point, so many characters to write about, and the really vivid plot beats and character dynamics already present in the Overture.
For the top ships, Tyranny/Wick was the first fic posted following e1, and while it was only the #1 per week for e1 and 3, has generally been sitting very high, and is the #1 romantic pairing. Occtigan (Occtis/Kattigan) was the other early strong start, but has dropped off in e3 as the two move to different tables, and with e4 was overtaken by Halaire (Halandil/Bolaire) which has the highest number of fics in a single week (19).
The actual #1 relationship however is the platonic pairing of Occtis & Thaisha - while it had a modest start early on, the drama around Occtis in e3 & e4 has put it in the top ship. Filling out the rest of our top spots are the platonic versions of Hal & Bolaire and Tyranny & Wick, as well as rising star with e4 Julien/Occtis (Juliocctis?), still-romantic-exes Hal/Thaisha, hot-for-paladin Teor/Wick, and Nightingale-linked soulmates (?) Vaesha (Thaisha/Vaelus) tied with former soldiers Azune/Teor.
For a more detailed look of all the ships, plus graphs per character, I've got a ton more stats below the cut!
WAKE UP BABE NEW JULIEN/OCCTIS SHIP NAME JUST DROPPED!!
Knightingale my beloved.