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BACK TO SMILINGBUCKLEY
I loooveeee the name firefighterevandiaz but I missed smilingbuckley too. Even though I prefer firefighterevandiaz as a username, I like how people recognize me as smilingbuckley from ao3 or insta.
I'd use it as a sideblog but I don't really do sideblogs so π€·π»ββοΈ
It was fun while it lasted though. Will always be team Evan Diaz
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Current WIPs:
Omegaverse friends with benefits girl dads fic (though I might give them twins)
Omegaverse accidental pregnancy
Self defense fic
Dr. Eddie fic
Puzzle fic
Buck finds out he has a daughter fic
Magically deaged Buck fic
Ideas I want to start asap
Eddie breakdown post s7
Eddie presumed dead post s7
Buck & Bobby go away for the weekend on a father-son trip and get snowed in
Honestly, I think I'm at a point where I'm just gonna ignore that part of the fandom and just post Buddie love. No more mentions of tommy or bucktommy (unless they pull shit again and make me mad.)
Also, a new goal of mine is to start posting on @evanbuckleyrecs again to spread some positivity. I know looking for new fics to read is a little tough with having to use a ton of filters and then still having people not use the right filters. I hope to get back to posting on it soon when I have the energy again. (Kinda wish I made it a separate blog instead of a sideblog so I could ask other people to admin, but I also don't wanna start over so it's just gonna be me)
Blocked the person who stole my idea. Thinking that if I share snippets again, I might just add
Do. Not. Steal.
On top of the post lol.
Thing is, most of the times ideas aren't original, they've been around in fandoms for long. Especially tropes. So if I'm writing a protective Eddie fic, I don't mind At All that someone else writes one because they get inspired by me. The more the merrier.
But this was such a specific idea. I didn't read their fic because it hurt, but from what I've seen is that they followed it a lot. The confrontation + the interviews + I think the ending was similar as well? They saw my post, didn't bother to check anything else out (at least, that's why I suspect they misgendered me, though idk why the assumption is automatically she/her. I mean, I am afab, but there are plently of men on here as well). Didn't bother to ask if I was ok with it (like others did because they have manners)
And that doesn't feel okay. To just copy the whole plot. That's what I'm upset about.
Me not sharing snippets anymore is probably too dramatic because, like I said, I usually write tropes everyone writes, those stories are not 100% original. So I'll probably go back once my mind is less of a mess and I can think rational again. The support I get from snippets is usually what gets me through the day.
Anyway, rant over. Just trying to explain my (messy) mindset.
(Even with everything, I feel horrible asking you not to support their fic because that feels mean. I won't stop you from doing it. Just want you to know I'm not ok or happy with it)
(I'm also not going to name them publicly because I am not looking for a fight. But I guess if you go through the Buddie tag on ao3, you'll eventually find the fic. I think they also reblogged the original post with a link, but since I blocked them, idk if that's still visible on my post.)
Love how I've been thinking about quitting Tumblr as if I'm not so addicted to this app that I couldn't even take a break for longer than 3 days
It's still an option, I just don't think I'd actually survive it for long
Maybe the good does outweight the bad. The last few days after admitting I'm not doing too well, I've also gotten a lot of support and was reminded why I'm here in the first place
Still don't know if I will share ideas again because my trust has been broken. But maybe that will heal too
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Y'all I was so out of it the other day that when buying new books I ACCIDENTALLY BOUGHT A BOOK IN POLISH. I DON'T SPEAK POLISH.
I FINALLY have medication for my headaches! Doctor isn't 100% sure if its migraine because I don't have nausea while experiencing it, but we're now testing migraine meds - after ruling out blood pressure, did a 30 minute test and have a perfect bp so yay - and gonna see if that helps.
Might finally live without headaches
Look at me matching with myself
(Ignore the screencaps one I made that years ago and Tumblr keeps erroring when I try to delete it)
