#juily

Like…like, being the one to find Erica and Boyd and bring them back (even though we know Erica isn’t coming back I refuse to accept it; i’m in denial) or…or…I don’t fucking know. Just something out of left field, unexpected, maybe a little out of character because she makes herself step out of her comfort zone to make sure they know she’s so fucking sorry. 

I want someone to explain to her why Derek bit Victoria, I want her to find out that her mother wasn’t who she thought, that her mother would slaughter an innocent boy just because he fell in love with her daughter. I want Allison to find out all of her family’s dirty little secrets and realize that she comes from a very sick line of people except for maybe her father who’s always been too ethical for a life of hunting. And I want her to accidentally run into Derek at the grocery store. I want her to be nonchalantly buying Ben&Jerry’s at 1am because she’s stressed and sad about avoiding Scott and everything that’d happened. And I want her to walk through the aisles and see Derek buying like poptarts for isaac or lunch meat that he can actually buy because he has a refrigerator to store it in now. I want Allison to march right up to him and apologize. I want her to lay it all out and explain what happened, that Gerard manipulated her and didn’t tell her the whole truth. That she had no idea Victoria was trying to kill Scott and could’ve killed Derek too. I want her to tell him how sorry she is and that she understands if he hates her because she kind of hates herself too. I want her to lift her arms to hug Derek and see the shock on his face before she thinks better of it and just offers her hand instead. And I want Derek to listen to her heartbeat the entire time and hear the genuineness in her voice and realize that she’s just a scared seventeen year old girl whose favorite aunt and mother turned out to be killers, who doesn’t know who to trust or where to turn to. I want Derek to see a little bit of himself in her, see firsthand what he probably was like after his family was burned to death and he found out his own uncle killed his sister. I want there to be an uneasy truce between them and maybe slight companionship. I don’t think they could ever be friends but I want to see some sort of benevolent platonic relationship form there and that, paired with Stiles’ newfound trust in Derek (platonic or romantic, I could deal with either would rather it was romantic) pushes Scott to finally join Derek’s pack. I want Allison to be the glue that holds them all together. I want Allison to be the one to go out and find Erica who’d managed to escape the Alphas but had run away instead of coming back. I JUST WANT MY BABIES TO BE HAPPY AND ALLISON TO LOVE THEM ALL AND ALL OF THEM TOLERATE/LIKE (if not love) ALLISON AND JUST BE ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY AND REBUILD THE HALE HOUSE. Ugh, I’m giving myself feels. 

Also, if you want an interesting and captivating read, try this: http://archiveofourown.org/works/665271/chapters/1214628

I just read it because my bestest friend Maggy wrote it and I didn’t think I’d like it because it’s an Argent family thing mostly centered on Chris and Gerard and how that whole thing falls apart. BUT HOLY FUCKIING SHIT BALLS IT WAS THE BOMB.