I love you. Even on days that I hate you.  It's been a really rough few months and for a while I was doubting if I could keep it up.  But last night was amazing.  My jr derby girls were so phenomenal.  My little one sang the national anthem and, not gunna lie, I got a little overwhelmed.  They've all worked so hard and the whole time the game was a nail bitter.  And the team I bench manage won! And then I played.  It definitely wasn't the best game I've played by far but it was such a good game and my team won.  It was so amazing to see how far some of the newer girl have come and everyone who was there couldn't stop talking about how amazing the game was.  Two nail bitters in a row.  And then the after party was amazing.   So much fun with such good friends.  I cannot stop smiling.  So, thanks Roller Derby for being my saving grace.  I love you.