#jslittlebirde

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You're back home from a long but quite satisfying first day of school. All you can think about right now is your Patrick. You slowly open the door and enter your room.

"Angel, you're back?!" you're immediately greeted by your boyfriend's sweet voice. Patrick had been sitting on your bed waiting for you. And now that you were back, he literally jumped up from his seat and ran to you. Because he had missed you, oh, missed you so much. For a split second, all you can see is his big smile and his eyes sparkling with joy. And the next moment, you feel his arms wrap around you, hugging you tightly. You bury your face in his chest and sigh.

"How was your day, darlin'?" he finally asks after you've remained motionless in this position for a small eternity.

You lift your head to look at him. "It was okay, Pat, it really was. But I admit, I'm pretty tired now."

"Say no more. I got'cha."

You squeak in surprise as Patrick suddenly lifts you up and into his arms. Intuitively, you put your arms around his neck and place a quick kiss on his lips as he carries you to your bed. On it, he carefully lays you down before sitting down next to you. You smile at each other and he caresses your cheek dreamily as you lean into his touch.

"Get you some rest, angel. I'll stay right here."

"Thank you, my sweet prince. I've been thinking of you all day." You can no longer stifle a yawn, your eyes slowly falling closed. You feel so relaxed and safe now that your Pat was with you.

"I missed you too, Anaya. I love you."

And with that, you fall asleep to a short restful nap. A happy smile on your lips.

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I know you actually said you wanted to stay awake. But somehow it felt right to write that😅 I hope you like it. If not, just tell me and I edit it or write you something else. I love you so much, my dear friend. Take care of you, honey, and let your boys spoil you🥺❤️❤️

CAN YOU HEAR ME CRYING AND MY HEART EXPLODING BECAUSE THATS EXACTLY WHATS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW HOW VERY DARE YOU

You're so...and you....I can't. I CAN'T.

SUE HONEY I DON'T DESERVE THIS😭😭😭😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

The way you wrote it is so fuckign amazing. You characterize me better than I characterize myself🤣 And I'm serious. You have such a wonderful way of writing and I adore reading any of your pieces (Especially ones I had no idea you were WRITING)

And like...I feel like you actually listen. The things I say to you or post in here, you fucking take it to heart and sometimes I'm surprised you remember some of them. (The nicknames, my tags, I know it might not seem like much but it means a whole lot to me.)

And fact of the matter is: it's us. It really is. You wrote Pat and I in every single wonderful way I could imagine. Even if it is just a "little scenario", it speaks volumes to me.

One year. 365 days. 8760 hours. 525600 minutes. 31536000 seconds. I totally didn't look that up🤣 That's how long you two have been a couple, that's how long you've supported and loved each other. You have experienced a lot, most of it positive, but also a little negative. And yet nothing has been able to separate you. Because you belong together! You can't be without each other for long! Patrick loves you more than anything. Just as much as you love him. I admire and adore your deep bond so very much, you truly are an inspiration for me. And I feel so very honored and lucky that you share all these small and big things with me. Darling, hold him close and never let him go. There is no place he would rather be than by your side. You are just perfect for each other❤️❤️

I would also like to say that your relationship is so much more - more than you might realize. Because if you two weren't together, maybe you and I wouldn't have met. I wouldn't have met my bestest best friend🥺🥺 So I'm also very grateful to Patrick for caring for you, for being your comfort and safe haven. He is always there for you, in your heart and mind.

Enjoy your special day today, enjoy the quiet time together and spoil each other. You have more than earned a very long and loving break. I wish you both only the absolute best, that your intense, wholesome and lovely relationship lasts for many more years - I mean forever, of course💘 I love you both so incredibly much. I'm thinking of you and wishing you the most wonderful first anniversary ever!!!💜💜

And now finally to your gift😏 I hope you like it at least a little bit. That's exactly how I imagine Patrick's face when he's trying to make you blush. And let's be honest, it works every single time🤣🥺❤️

Oh my God.

Oh my God!!!

SUE OH MY GOD THIS IS INCREDIBLE!!!!

I can't. It's just.. I love it so much! This is what your were working on for me?!?!? Please, it's so beautiful!!!!

Words truly cannot describe what you've made me feel with this. I am so LUCKY TO HAVE YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND!

You have always been able to make me feel close and loved. Not just by Patrick, but by you. When I tell you I treasure you, that I am incredibly lucky to have known you...you know I mean that, right? You are one of the most wonderful souls to ever walk this planet, and I'm in awe of your kindness and love.

I will forever love the day I decided to become mutuals with you. I will forever love the day I first messaged you. I will forever love the day I got to call you my best friend.

Omg, I'm so sorry I didn't send you an ask sooner. But I felt kinda bad and selfish about it, I don't know😅😑 That's why I'm doing it this way now:

Because you also deserve to hear why you're just amazing and I adore and love you, I want to tell you this:

Anaya, I love talking and interacting with you💖 The conversations and discussions we have/had with each other are super interesting and fun every time! I'm still working on the great idea for the oneshot you sent me. I'm having a blast, but I apologize for taking so long to do it. You are such a loving and just warm person, you are always incredibly kind to everyone you chat and are friends with, myself included💓💓 I adore your drawing style, your art is sooo cute (please don't always be so self critical). And I'm really looking forward to your new projects, also your story (if you still plan on sharing it). Thank you for being you💖 I'm really honored and glad we know each other and talk more🥰💗

Sending you lots of love and hugs, my dear💜🤗

Oh SUE💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

You're so nice to me I cant even believe it! You dont have you apologize, it's all good!

Oh wow, just- thank you. Thank you so much for this. This is soo incredibly sweet and more than I desserve🥺💜💜

Okay so tbh I did get a little self conscious about my story and started thinking I didnt want to share it BUT I did post my prequel thing to another account () that I might post my other stuff to. Idk, I'm trying to understand my feelings abt it at the moment.

I am just as honored I get to talk and know you! And I'm sending you hugs right back!💜

ANYWAY, NOW IM GONNA GET ON TO THE POINT OF THE POST!

One of the reasons I love you is because of how nice you are to everybody. Even when I wasnt sure how to talk to you at first, you were so very kind with every interaction we have.

The energy you give off is never hostile and always welcoming.

You have a great way with words and everything you say when your complimenting someone or talking about something you care about always feels honest and true and lovely.

AND

You are an amazing person is general.

That's exactly what Patrick thinks about you. You are his everything! And he is the happiest man on earth to be with you. He loves and adores his sweet angel endlessly💕💕

[ I'm sorry, I just couldn't help it when you wrote, you're looking at pictures of him and blushing🤣❤️ You are so cute together! Thank you for being there for me, my dear💜💜 ]

Honeyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

I never expect any of these things from you but then I get them and I'm overcome with love omg😭!!!!!!!!

You are too nice to me! I love it! I love you!💖💜💕💖💖💜💖💜

I just wanted to tell you that I got and read your message. And your scenario is pretty interesting!!🥰 I might even have some ideas already. So I wanted to ask you if it would be ok with you that if I answer your ask, I might expand your scenario a bit and write headcanons, an imagine or something out of it? Unfortunately it might take me a little longer because of university and everything😖 So I apologize in advance. But thank you so very much for sharing your thoughts with me!!

I'm sending you lots of love and virtual hugs🤗💜

Sue...

You have absolutely no fricken idea how much this means to me. Seriously.

Yes, you can expand, write about it, whatever the hell you want to do. That's one of the reasons I sent it to you, honestly.

You have no reason to apologize. I totally understand if there are things you need to get done first, and I will wait however long I need to until you post whatever glorious thing you decide to do with that scenario.

Please excuse my babbling, but I wanted to ask you something.

I just got an idea for a second oneshot based on the ask you sent me😊 One would be about the bank heist and how J takes a person with him. And the other would be based on the short dialogue you wrote. So I wanted to know if that would be okay with you and if I could use your text as you wrote it? When I finally post my pieces, I will tag you and mention that the ideas came from you, of course!😌❤️

Have a marvelous day darling! I'm thinking of you!!!🤗💗

Ahhh, Hi!💜💜💜

This means so much to me you have no idea!

Yes, you can do so! Thank you for asking, I cant what to read all the wonderful stuff you are writing!

I'm sorry for my late (and way too long) message. I really hate the time difference between us😭😭

But I want to hear EVERYTHING about your story and idea😍😍 Of course, only if you feel comfortable sharing it with me. What is your story about? Who are the protagonists? What god/gods are there and what are their names? Do you already know how many chapters your story will have? Will you post it here on Tumblr?

I apologize if I'm bothering you with my many questions😅😅 I'm just curious and pretty excited. I'll definitely be reading your story!!

By the way, I wanted to give you a little update on the fic based on your scenario. I started with it🥺 I've already written 500 words or so and J still hasn't arrived at the bank😅💜 I'm going to change the movie scene a bit and add some details, just so it won't be so boring. Thank you so much again for sharing your thoughts with me!!🥰🥰 I'm having tons of fun writing it!!

I hope you are well and safe, darling💜 I'm sending lots of love and hugs your way!!!

Oh my god Sue!!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

First off, you never have to apologize for these messages! If you like my long messages than I LOVE yours!!!🥰🥰

Oh, you've asked a lot! But that's fine because I love all of it! Let it be known that there are many characters in this story, but the main ones are called the 228. I haven't exactly made names for all of them because I'm kinda using real life people as my stand ins but the most important one's name is Janelle!

In the future I might dile the number down, but lets just say there are a LOT of characters so far.

I didnt know how many people actually care for reading my story, but if you are actually interested I could post the short story prequel I've actually finished just so you can get a taste of how the world is supposed to be!

There are a lot of gods and goddesses in this story (so surprising /s) and again, since there are so many, I've only really gotten a name for one of them. Her name is Keija (for right now) and she is the most important of the pantheon.

I dont have all the time to write it all right now, but I would absolutely love to share a good chunk more of it with you!( maybe I'll update this thing or you could send me another ask about it, either or) You seriously have no idea how much it means to see you want to know do much about my story😭💜💜💜💜

OOh I cant wait to read it! I'm super excited ahh its gonna be great! I'm so glad you're having fun writing for it, that's exactly what I wanted!

The Light of the Eyelid, Tender Horns, The Pillow Pathway, The Travelling Swamp, The Heavy Seed, The White That Lives Within the Ink Stone, One-Night Bridge, Sunrise Serpent

I love you two so so much❤️🥺 And I hope you spend a lot of time together today, in peace and quiet, and with lots of cuddles and kisses😉

Thank you for this ask, Sue!💜 I’m sorry if these answers suck, some of these I don’t know how to elaborate on🙃

The Light of the Eyelid: Do you and your f/o prefer to stay indoors or outdoors?

Definitely indoors. We can control basically everything to be comfortable and happy. Plus, we have my bed here😋

Tender Horns: What’s something your f/o likes listening to? What do you like to listen to or hear?

I’m lucky that Patrick and I have a pretty similar music taste. I would say that it especially works so in the rock category. Unlike him, my music taste branches out a whole lot more after that.

The Pillow Pathway: Have you ever had a dream about your f/o?

Literally yesterday. And god, Patrick was so incredibly handsome. We spent a lot of time together and we were perfectly intimate with each other as well. I loved it so much.

The Traveling Swamp: Where is a place you and your f/o feel most at home?

My home, lol. But seriously, we feel most at home with each other.

The Heavy Seed: How have you helped your f/o? How have they helped you?

Patrick has gotten me to be a lot more confident and happy with myself mentally and physically. He also helped me feel so much better about love and relationships. I like to think I’ve helped Patrick with his skipping of class, care more about school, and being a calmer person. I’ve also tried to get him to quick smoking, but that hasn’t been too successful.

The White That Lives Within the Ink Stone: Have you or your f/o ever gotten sick? What did you do to help them? What did they do?

We haven’t been around to see each other get super sick but the closest I can get to it was when I had this hell of a migraine and Patrick just held me and kissed my head😊

One-Night Bridge: In what ways has your f/o changed you?

I really do think Patrick made me kinder and happier. Before him, I had only dated one person, and they were definitely NOT a perfect partner. But Patrick has shown me how someone who loves you should treat you. I’m very happy that he did so.

Sunrise Serpent: What is a fond memory you have of your f/o? What is one they have of you?

I’m not sure which memory Patrick would choose, but the first one that came to my mind was when Patrick and I were working on rebuilding our relationship. I was doubtful, but with enough reassurance that everything would be alright, Pat and I made it work.