#jsdlfkj

why, if you can kick somebody in the face so hard that they pass out without damaging their brain and/or killing them in this universe, didn’t they just hit Raven on the head for the surgery?

anyway. by anyone’s reckoning all the characters should be dead 4 times over.

Actually Finn you didn’t have to shoot 18 kids and elderly and parents. That was just you being a monstrous idiot.

WHy is Finn so good at tracking?

Clarke has such an accelerated healing rate??? The cuts in her face have closed up so much in two days! Is this because they’re literally metabolising radiation as in they get energy from absorbing radiation???

MY GOD THAT COULD EXPLAIN EVERYTHING. I mean this crack theory makes no sense probably but it explains why they don’t really seem to need to eat much, why the recover so quickly from wounds.

aight acid fog. damn.

well at least Finn is feeling some real pain. ‘You don’t look at me the way you used to.’ yeah maybe because you killed more than a dozen defenseless people.

I mean Clarke slit a crippled dude’s throat to get to Finn and keep him from being killed when really he was safe. soooooo

what the fuck. Jasper proved that helping the Mountain people wouldn’t be lethal. They’d only be ‘puking for one day’. that sounds HORRIBLE in return for shelter, safety, food, clothes. what the fuck.

On the other hand, Cage is just being greedy and selfish, HE wants to make it to the ground, not his grandkids if they introduce them into the gene pool. (also, why the hell didn’t they introduce grounders????? because they have this Outsiders are dirty animals ideology)

aww Maya you indoctrinated sweetiepie who can’t help but not let Jasper die. Jasper is so likeable here. Monty is too. Maya is too! Monty was so right when he answered ‘die’.

Raven’s little face when she gets the encryption! naice!

‘I know what Clarke would do.’ uh yeaaah because she cares way more about the remaining 47 to care about any Ark survivors.

ahhaha Cage thought that Dante didn’t have the same brutality in him that he has, but who sanctioned using Grounder blood eh?

I actually agree with this logic. I think. To save those who are in front of you (even if it’s hard) rather than save an uncertain greater amount of lives.

what. I thought they were close to the mountain but really they were close to the ARk.

I wish Clarke WOULDN’T come and mop up his problem-causing with genocide/mass murder for once. WILL HE LEARN THEN?? Everybody goes along because of course they do. Nothing bad came out of following Bellamy ever. Nothing bad came out of including Jasper in anything. Fuckin Jasper even looks like a tool now.

IT’S TRUE!!! It’s really true! Bellamy and all the rest really would start a fucking war over ONE of their people. They would kill three azgeda for fuckin Jasper. Goddamn.

YES. Bellamy could have said no and he didn’t so it’s on him. ‘what happened’ abby asks, ‘ice nation’ octavia says. NO actually. more like ‘Jasper unnecessarily provoked ice nation scouts for nothing and it‘ll probably start a war since we had to kill them to save him’. pls let Jasper die. I mean. He’s a person and all but goddamn. what the fuck is this. Skaikru really ARE so full of it. They’re always in the right for some reason. If I was a grounder and they were headed for the mountain I would KILL THEM AS QUICKLY AS POSSIBLE.

apparently they have no other doctors than Abby. Contraceptive implant removals!!!!! how the FUCK did Octavia get born????

Jasper’s right though that shit did belong to another people that got genocided. Really sad.

wow.

also. Bellamy is a dick. How old is he? 30? manipulating a bunch of kids to their deaths.

Bellamy leaves, the kids instantly get some fucking work done. Tho where the hell they are getting water is a mystery to me. Also, are they not hungry yet?? it’s been a day and a night and really eventful ones at that.

also, lemme guess. flesh-eating butterflies? (that doesn’t make any sense but I wouldn’t put it past them - the hunger games have made me too paranoid). Edit; Naw just a moment for romance. this guy is gonna die obviously.

also. wtf. why not just send those 220 people who need to be taken off the life support grid to earth! let them volunteer! of course then you would have to be transparent. but srsly. just select 220 people and send them to earth. that gives you the best chances.

seriously.

Bellamy. is. such. a dick. he’s the kind of guy that fucks up the world.

I really do not care about whatever sad backstory he has. I don’t care about what he’s gonna do in the future. He would hurt and kill to get his way and his patriarchal ‘you don’t touch my sister’ bullshit is terrible.

And I want Octavia to stand up to him. really I want her to spit in his face. Because what he’s doing is not acceptable.

also one panther is not enough to feed 91 kids.

ALSO where are the chinese? 1/11 at the LEAST should be Chinese.

I mean that's kind of unfair to say because look what humans do to each other. In fact, all human societies also have class systems and the lower you are the more chance of being offed or enslaved or exploited too so... 

I mean generally it is thought that killing within the in-group is bad and we have a naturally/culturally produced general inclination towards not killing other people (within that group) I think. But Trolls seem to have a  naturally/culturally produced general inclination towards killing other people because if you don't you get killed yourself because there's no 'group' that grants protection and support only an army and classes, so there's no use in anti-killing social rules. But also because apparently the Mother Grub produces absolutely enormous amounts of wrigglers that can easily be culled for weakness because there will be lots left over. (but really how did they develop stuff like...science in such a social environment?)

But DAMN I'm mostly like WAT because so much drama and slavery (and rape) and casual (mass) killing and betrayal

Is it just because they're still kids that they haven't resorted to that stuff? Is it really because of Karkat that they kept it together?

IS EVERYBODY DEAD? I mean I get that they're in bubbles in the outer ring and stuff but they can't come back from that can they?

Vriska I like because she's pretty much a product of her society and has basically been a child-soldier all her life. And she STILL feels remorse over killing 'people that matter'. Even as she doesn't quite understand how she denies herself relationships by being 'crazy' or willing to kill even though she obviously WANTS positive connections with people. She has been conditioned to despise weakness, to exploit it, to eradicate it. This is why she tried to very clumsily and unsuccessfully toughen up soft Tavros because he was a friend and otherwise he'd die (but then she tried to kill him because she was manipulated and couldn't deal with the contrary 'kill weakness' but 'friend'.) It's weird because it's kind of like Vriska is simply more Troll than the rest. Probably because they haven't yet done the killing so much as she has. They were just getting to that stage in their development.

Eridan is such a dick.

Is he gonna get an explanation for why he killed FUCKING FEFERI???

How is Feferi the next Empress but the sweetest kid? Maybe she'd kill out of necessity, the same way she'd feed those lusi to her monster knowing they came from killed/soon to be culled Trolls.

So I had to talk with my sister about what 'angst' really means and she says it's more missed opportunities and regrets. Hopefully this is angsty enough for you :)  Tomorrow's will be a doozy.

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The Doctor struggles to carry his unconscious companion up the ramp of the TARDIS, eventually having to carefully place her on the ground as the pain ricochets through him and causes him to grimace.

He looks to Rose and everything that he’s ever wanted to tell her is at the forefront of his mind. He wants to tell her how much he needs her, how much she’s helped him, how much he can’t live without her. But this body, this war-torn body that has taken too many lives, can’t say the words. They stop in his throat and make it hard to breathe.

Sometimes he feels like he’s burning and being crushed under the weight of his own decisions, his actions that have taken so many lives. Sometimes he’s so close to snapping he becomes manic and…maybe it’s better that she doesn’t know. Everything he touches turns poisonous and dies. Rose has helped him but maybe not enough. At least, not enough to become the man she needs.

The Doctor chokes back a laugh at the word: man. He’s a monster, a killer: not a man. He leans against the console and sets his magnificent ship into the Vortex and he hears stirring next to him. He closes his eyes for a brief second, burying the words on the tip of his tongue, and turning to his companion with a manic façade. It’s what he’s best at.