#joynoel

Me: I feel great *one day later* Me: *makes a meal off a block of cheese, ice cream, & candy

Been trying real damn hard to figure out what the hell I actually want for myself in life & it’s getting really fucking hard. Especially now that it’s summer & I don’t have school to distract me it’s really giving me some time to myself. Truthfully I hate it & I’ve been crying, I mean, I am crying. Its a lot to handle to have to think my thoughts & be given the time to analyze & overanalyze it’s just so crazy cause my thoughts are a mile a minute & they’re all overpowering & I feel like my heart, brain & whole body will burst if it all doesn’t stop soon.

A common thing for school people to do (at least in my school) is ask us students to define success & for me that would be living in a small(but not cramped) house/apartment, w my pets (cause you best believe adult me is getting pets) & if I get a s/o then bitch join the party. But basically just a peaceful environment & I’m healthy (preferably w a nice butt but like I ain’t gotta be skinny just @ a healthy weight). Crazy how success for me is just like basic health & companionship right????

The more I sit & wait, the more I wanna go to college like just thinking about what I can do makes me go “!!!!!!!!!” Inside but like in a good way.

Why do girls go to the restroom together? Like I can’t let it rip in front of you. My butt gets shy & creates a vacuum & then my belly hurts...

Dimples are fucking cute & im fucking mad I don’t have them.