Dear Tumblr,
I'm quite sad and I've been writing a lot... and I want to share it with others :) the writings, not the sadness, but you know what they say about big loads - a load shared between brothers doesn't count or something like that ("a joy shared is double joy, and a sorrow shared is half a sorrow") Any who guys, or RAY, my one mutual and friend from middle school - lets get this bad boy to 2 notes. I will be one of them. :)
I’ve been writing a lot about grief
I’ve been writing a lot about grief, I tell you as you sit in my passenger seat. You’re not really there — But driving you around was always my favorite time to talk.
So I tell you about my poetry, I gesture with my hands; I imagine the faces you’d make.
I’ve been writing a lot about grief and the you that sits there, that is made up of my memories, does not know how to reconcile
that when I say this I’m talking about you and you don’t speak because I never can get your voice right in my head.
If you were here, you’d hold my hand, i think. I’ve been writing a lot about grief but mostly I’ve just been thinking about you.








