mistakes, horrible gifts and you.
is it bad to always expect the best?
because my heart goes crazy when you say you need to talk to me
but sinks when you tell me it wasn’t important.
i tell myself i will never fall for someone like you ever again
but i’d jump off a building for the next guy who’s just like you.
i think its a horrible gift.
the way i can see the best in someone who only does worse.
i stood beside a red light because i knew it was wrong to just walk away.
why did i ever give shots to people who never deserve them?
they only think about themselves.
they’ll drink the shots i gave before even giving it a thought.
in every mistake i make, i give myself another shot.
but i always think before drinking the next.
and still, i never think of when to stop my repeated cycle of mistakes.
but were we the mistake? or was it just me?
