bought a new tail at a cute indigenous clothing/accessory store near my cottage ! and then got to go swimming in the river and on a walk in the woods/on the golf course with my cousin :)
while i generally do not like being outside (too many bugs :( sensory hell, my poor autistic ass cannot take it), it DOES make me feel so connected to being an animal. it reminds me that who or what i am in this moment matters only to me and to mother nature. i love being canine outside in my natural habitat, and being in the woods in quebec is veeeerrrry close to my natural habitat as an eastern timber wolf (as i have always known i am a wolf native to eastern canada)
i find being indoors makes me feel much more dog, and being outside in nature is much more wolf for me. which, of course, makes sense, and it’s so nice to be able to connect with my wolfhood after a long time of being almost entirely dog. though these days i usually feel more dog than wolf, i will never let the wolf part of me go <3 i am a wolf in spirit, in soul, and i always will be <3
