Sometimes I really Think of me and namjoon having a nice dinner together at a really quiet and intimate restaurant where you may in the dead center of a room but it's almost like your alone, and we're laughing over glasses of red wine and it's so hushed, and we are so into the moment that we don't know if it's each other or the wine that makes us feel so warm and whole but nothing else matters at all, and the waitress comes and checks on us, and they don't even mind that we stay until closing because we are so swept up in each other and conversation and we always leave a massive tip because we both know how hard people work for things and even thought we appreciate each other we seem to appreciate everything else just the same and it's just such a whole and inviting and comforting other reality...














