https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iewWMqeMpqU

I just want to appreciate this music video and this song for a minute. Like, can we? Can we talk about the meaning behind the video and behind the song? Or how deep this is for monbebe's and for the members? And how much they mean to each other? how much we mean to them? how much they mean to us? Because I can't really get over it right now, I am in a mood I guess. The first time I watched this music video, I had just begun the monbebe journey and didn't really understand it and I haven't rally understood it for a long time? So now re-watching it for as much i have re-watched it, i have to rant/vent/uwu over it.The song, as stated by the members is for us, quoting from Kihyun, “The song repeats the words ‘shine forever’ a lot. It means that we will always make you shine.” And with the album this was song, they said they didn't care about the charting or anything, that it was a gift for us

And the music video, you can see that it was to show their relationship with each other, that they would love each other and overcome anything together. I stan many groups, I know a lot of groups are really close to their members and i wont take anything away from them but Monsta X is probably one of the closest IF not the most closest out of any group I know. They have already been though and already have overcame a lot to be where they are now. I watched NoMercy one time, i cried and seen and felt the emotions and what they went through. They grew so close to people that were eliminated and then Changkyun coming in after losing someone they had been close to and having to learn to trust him after going through so much together and with someone that was no longer there with them. SO many tears were shed and i think that is why the bond is so much deeper for them. They went there with only one thing in their minds. Making it, they had too, They couldn't fail and the pressure of that, plus the intensity of the show itself was a lot for each member. They leaned on each other not knowing who was going home. They formed something so pure and beautiful.

I hate that I couldn't be there from the beginning, I hate that I wasn't into kpop, I hate that i didn't even know it was a thing. Because it's so beautiful. The love they have for each other and the love they have for Monbebes. I really adore the fact that we are a family. We aren't just like a family, or an almost family, WE ARE A FAMILY. and everyone involved takes that so seriously. don't feel love like this apart from my blood family and something about that is just so beautiful and i wouldn't trade it for the world. I don't feel like a freak or like I'm different when it comes to MX or other MBBs. I feel like I'm home. Maybe it's just me and maybe some people don't think it's that deep, but to people like me, who go through so much in our day to day lives, who struggle with stuff, bills, depression, anxiety, what have you, we have a place to be happy, free, loved and accepted. They are so humble and kind and amazing human beings. As a lot of people tell me "its just a phase" we all go through phases, yeah and some people out grow them or move on, but I am a person that doesn't just go through things, to out grown them or to move on to something different. I don't think I'll ever not be a monbebe. I can become a part of any fandom, I am an ARMY, an ahgase, an EXO-L, a carat, an ELF, NCTizen, a VIP, and I’ll probably add so many more to that list, but I will always be a Monbebe first, even if I was into EXO first. Because of the connection i have had to MX, to MBBs. I love both so dearly and it's so deep for me because it's my home away from home. It is my safe haven, my safe place when I feel like everything is falling apart.

MONSTA X

#몬스타엑스 #2017MAMA in Japan 무대완료✔️

http://www.vlive.tv/video/5774

And it starts off so beautifully. My baby is back! Im Changkyun is BACK <3 and with his old boyfriend Shownu (Right Now reference).

I.M is so adorable and they do feel somewhat awkward at times. They don’t look at each other much eye-to-eye when talking and our maknae looking outside nonstop and then baby leader flashing is eye smile at the camera.

They were making their way to a music show to visit Jooheon and talked so much together along the way. 

I.M seriously looking extra fine today. LOL I had the same reaction as him when he heard ‘orange Americano,’ like what is that?? So foreign. (notice the ahjusshis in the background during when they were ordering, nonstop staring cuz baby I.M. was holding a selfie stick and talking to it. That’s foreign af too right?)