Words and Whispers
Hi guys. Welcome to my first fic. It is not the first I have ever written but first that I posted here. I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it. Feel free to share your thoughts and feelings about it! Synopsis: Mingi and you have a strange relationship. It is not everyday that you and your ex meet up for sex. This time it felt different. A week of "getting held up" and the missed opportunities has left you and Mingi at a breaking point. Now that you’re finally in the same room, he isn't interested in being gentle. From a cold dinner in the kitchen to a heated power struggle on the velvet sofa, Mingi demands total submission before he gives you exactly what you’ve been starving for. And you, like an innocent girl, give it to him. Warnings: Unprotected Sex: Rough Sex: Depictions of aggressive movements, Size Kink, Body Fluids, Dominance & Submission, Orgasm Denial / Edging, Praise & Degradation, Marking, Deepthroating, Face Riding
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You walked through the door with the spare key he gave you. You were exhausted. Physically and mentally. You dropped your things and entered the apartment. Then you see him.. Manspreading. One hand on his crotch the other holding his phone. His head was pushed back on the couch staring up with his phone. When he heard you dropping your things he looked.Â
To say you were just mentally and physically tired wasn’t enough. You were sexually frustrated too. He was busy. You were busy. You couldn’t just fuck the frustration out of your system like you usually did neither did he. And you could feel it.Â
Both of you tried to squeeze in a quickie on some parking lot but you god held up. Then when you told him to come by an alley not far away from your work he got held up.Â
Now… It was different. Both of you in one place, ready to fuck it out. The tensions were high.
Though he didn’t pay much attention. He was used to it. Not like a few years ago but it still felt somehow the same. “Hi baby, dinner in the fridge if you are hungry.” He knew you too well. He always acted like this though caring and loving though you wished he cared more before, than now. But that was not the mission for now.Â
You moved to the kitchen to heat up the dinner that he at least made you. You watched the microwave as it heated up your food. He was still on the couch carelessly scrolling on his phone. You ate. Alone and in silence. The air was suffocating you with unsaid tensions.
When you finished your dinner you washed the dishes and turned the kitchen lights off. Only a dim light from the lamp in the living room was the source of light in the dark and dull apartment. You sat down and as if on instinct Mingi's hand, that wasn’t holding his phone, reached out to crease your waist. Mindlessly. Like it was natural. As it always did. There was no softness to it nor was there a meaning to his touch. It was as if his hand was meant to be there.Â
You laid your head on his chest watching what he was doing on his phone. When he saw you peeking he turned it towards you. You both stayed like that for a good 30 minutes. Just you and the quiet of the apartment.Â
You looked at him. Beautiful. His long white hair was slightly messed up but slicked back by the amount of times he put his hands through his hair. He was wearing a black hoodie with gray sweatpants on, his go to look at home. He had a smirk on his face from a video playing on his phone. He looked tired. But he still managed to look absolutely amazing. He looked natural. No make-up, no pretty outfits, just Mingi.
You looked at him again. And then you got on his lap and nuzzled your head in his neck. He was caught off guard but his hands, as if on instinct, came up behind your back dropping whatever he was doing. One hand was on your back the other on the back of your neck massaging it. He took your head by the back of your neck and looked at you. He only smiled as if he knew what was coming next. No words needed.
You leaned in close enough to feel the air coming hot from your lips. You put your hands inside his hoodie and started to touch him from his pecs down to his invisalign. He shivered. Only you could make him feel this way with just a small touch. He took his hand that was on your back and put it under your hoodie. Feeling you up from inside. from your spine down to the top of your ass.Â
He leaned in. A sloppy kiss. Your mouth tangled with his. It was a desperate kiss. You both were hungry. Moving aggressively. Silavia connecting you too in the passionate kiss. He moved your head to the side for better access that he got. He was holding you as if you were the most fragile thing in the world. His hands flew down to your ass and started to knead it. He loved every second of it. And so did you.Â
As the kiss escalated he moved down from your lips. Bottom lip. Chin. Jaw. Neck. Side of your neck. He was leaving a trail of sloppy kisses and you let him, moving your head to the side. It only turned you on even more. Your hands flew to his hair gripping them as if you didn’t want to let go. Maybe you didn’t but that was not a problem for now.
His mouth is still busy. Jaw. Neck. Collarbones now. He was moving your blouse with his mouth to gain more access to you. Slowly biting you leaving love bites in the places he could reach with his mouth.Â
His hands lowered even more. He was full on gripping your ass with one hand moving it around and slapping it in random places on one ass cheek while the other moved to your front. Slowly unbuttoning your jeans and touching your clothed core and letting a finger trace it up and down your panties.
You were moaning. Your head was thrown back letting him do the work. As the tension got higher you started to grind on his lap and his finger. You really wanted to come but even you knew it was not the time. But it felt so good. He felt so good.
As if reading your thoughts the hand that was on your pussy reached for your hair gripping it strongly to the point his entire hand was pretty much holding onto your roots. “Now you know damm well if you get yourself off right now we are ending this game” he said under your ear. You could only moan. You knew that today specifically after the entire week of no sex he was not gonna be gentle with you. You knew and yet you still wanted to push his buttons because it just felt right. You also knew he was gonna fuck you sensless maybe even to the point of passing out.Â
He pulled away slightly watching you then said one word: “strip”. You obeyed. You wanted to stand up but he held you down by your ass. “While you are on my lap”. You smirked “ someone's really needy”,”if in the next 30 seconds i don’t see you naked i am pulling you off” he said with a serious tone and your smirk widened You were bratty but not bratty enough to let the chance of him putting you through the mattress pass.
You started with your blouse. Took the bow out and started to unbutton the buttons. He laid back, his head slightly tilted back and to the side but still watching your every move. When you reached the last button you let the blouse fall on the ground. You were only in your white lace bra. He was mesmerized. Only looking. As you were about to start pulling your jeans down he stopped you by grabbing your hands with his one hand. “Not yet” he said slowly and put his hands behind his neck. You moved your hands to your thighs, keeping them there. You guys were still just staring at one another. He was eyeing you up and down like you were his last meal on the earth. Hands clasped behind his neck, leaned further back on the couch, you sitting on his lap feeling his dick slowly hardening. Both of you couldn’t ask for a better situation.Â
He unclasped his hands and pulled you by your bra strap violently. You moved forward, hands on his chest. You couldn't wait so you tried to take his hoodie off, he let you and you were touching his chest, abs and moving lower. You knew this was the limit at this time. Your hands were all over his upper torso and he loved it.Â
He played with your bra strap pulling it to him, moving it back, to the side and then his hands were on your still clothed breasts. You moaned again pulling closer to his touch. He was playing with your nipples that were slowly starting to show through the bra. “Such a pretty thing in such a pretty bra, your tits are slowly dripping out of it huh? Did you decide to wear it because you knew it would make me hard? Hmh?” He asked you seductively. “Sweetheart if i wanted you hard i would have come here in nothing but a trench coat” you said groaning because you started to slowly grind on him. He only smiled and pulled the bra off of you in one swift motion.Â
“Fuckkkkk your tits are just so good,” he said while playing with them. He leaned in taking his thumbs and pointer fingers and playing with your nipples. You groaned again moving your hands behind you onto his thighs, arching to let him get more access. He moved his right hand down and attached his mouth to your tits. He took the nipple in and started to suck on it. He held onto you tit with one hand while the other one moved to your back to keep you close.Â
He always paid attention to your body even if it was your finger, leg, shoulder, so no doubt your tits were getting the treatment of a lifetime. He was switching between one and another giving them both the same attention. While one was getting sucked the other was kneaded, massaged or slapped.Â
He removed himself from your tits and buried his face there moving it left and right as you grabbed his white hair. You giggled at the act and he just looked up with those dammm puppy brown eyes.Â
You leaned forward kissing him. This time the kiss was slower, none of you rushed. You gasped and he let his tongue into your mouth exploring every inch. His hands were glued to your back and neck controlling you like you were his doll which you were. You pulled away from the kiss giving him the same treatment that he gave you. You knew that sweet spot on his neck and you decided to suck on it leaving a nice hickey. He was whining. He loved whenever you took control and tortured those delicate parts of his body.Â
When you pulled away he was smirking. “Alright baby those need to come off so up you go” he said and you stood on your knees between his legs letting him do the work. This was the thing about having sex with Mingi. One minute he tells you to strip, gets distracted, then he changes his mind. But you didn’t mind. This kept the momentum going and the sex more interesting. You never knew what was coming exactly. And the attention was almost always on you.
As he pulled your bottoms down you were left only in your white panties. They were see through at the crotch because you knew today would finally be the day you would fuck out any kind of tensions and frustration.Â
The moment he saw it he rolled his eyes with his head and groaned. “My fucking god baby you really knew you would be getting this dick today” “I always know when I am getting that dick baby” you responded with a mischevious smile. “Well we shall see, you know damm well you have to work for it” he said and started to kiss in between your breasts.Â
Your hands were still in his hair moving his head as close as you could because the sensation you felt was just amazing. His dick was slowly poking you. You forgot about it while he was playing with your tits but it re-made its appearance again. You knew he wasn’t wearing anything other than sweatpants so you made your best to grind as much as you could to soak him up through the sweats.Â
Both of you were a moaning mess and the tempo of your makeout session was only accelerating. The more you grinded on him the more you could feel the pressure building in you. You also knew he was reaching his high so you stopped grinding on him. He looked dumbfounded. “Why did you stop?” he asked you in disbelief. “You really thought we would start this off with you coming through your sweatpants huh? you smiled at him. It wasn’t a nice smile, it was filled with a tiny bit of evilness.Â
You pulled away from him to let him take his sweats off. His dick was already hard and ready, the precum leaking. You looked at it and licked your lips. It was a routine for you both. The sex each time felt different but the routine of it was always the same. There were steps to be completed before any action escalated further.Â
You got off his lap and got on your knees. Hands on his thighs creasing them up and down. He whined. “You know what, everytime I get down on my knees you always make these cute little noises” you said as your hand started slowly to run your hand up and down his dick. He leaned back even more and groaned even louder “I am about to get the best head of my life you really think I will keep quiet.” You only smiled.Â
As much as a top Mingi could be he bottomed. And he bottomed for you. He let you do many things. From what you know he was never like that with any girl before or in between. And you loved being special. You loved the fact that he was whiny, whimpery and a bottom for you. To say your ego was boosted was not enough, you were ecstatic knowing that.Â
You looked at him through your eyelashes as you got down on him. As rough as the sex was, it always felt intimate.Â
You begin to suck him off. Took his tip in and licked around making sure his precum was cleaned off. Your hand was playing with his balls and the other was holding on to his thigh occasionally scratching it for your own pleasure and just to hold on to anything. You circled your tongue around his tip a few more times and began to sink lower still looking at him. His pleasure was your pleasure.Â
His head fell back. Hands behind his neck tightly holding on to any dignity he had left. You began bopping your head up and down. You knew he didn’t like it that way but it would get him angry. And knowing the consequences you wanted to do it. He looked down. His face turned into a disgusting feature. He put his hand on your head making sure to grip your hair. He brought it up leaving your mouth empty. “You do that one more time. I am bending you over that couch and making sure you do NOT come. Got it princess?” he said looking down on you with a twisted expression.Â
Baam you thought. You got him. It turned you on. Him angry, gripping your hair. You were a slut for this Mingi. You nodded and got to work. Your hand at his base stroking him while your mouth worked wonders on his tip. His hand was still on your head this time holding on for support the other was holding the back of the couch.Â
The tempo was slowly growing. You were looking up at him, stroking him, circling your tongue around his tip. You could feel him lose control. He started to shiver and you knew he was about to come. You slowed down and as you did Mingi put his other hand on your head and started to fuck himself in your mouth. You knew what you had to do at this moment and it was to let him do his thing. Your hands left his thighs and moved them to your breast, massaging them and playing with your nipples. He was a whining mess. He could not keep himself quiet.Â
Your mouth was his heaven. As much as he loved your blow jobs he loved fucking himself there too. He knew you would let him play with you however he wanted. His wish was your command.Â
“So close baby so close keep playing with those pretty titties” he groaned moving his hips with a pace that made you gag. He was big. His height and nose told you all you needed to know about his dick but you never got used to it. Never.Â
You played with your boobs moaning and gagging and groaning. If it wasn’t for self control you would have come just from this. One last thrust from him and he pressed you down, all the way down on his dick, milking your mouth with his cum. His hands on your head were gripping your hair so tight that it started to hurt.Â
He held you down for a good 40sec making sure your mouth was not left empty. You breathed through your nose holding onto his legs. You gathered some energy and breath to lick his tip which made him quiver. With an aggressive drag he pulled you off of his dick and semi threw your head back making you tumble on your knees. Mingi felt ecstasy. He was on the 7th cloud. He closed his eyes and gathered his breath.Â
When he opened his eyes he saw you. On your knees, hair all over your face. To add a cherry on the top you made sure he saw you taking your thumb and gathering the excess cum around your mouth just to open it and suck it off of your finger. Â
“You did so good princess.” he said with lust. He leaned and reached out for you, making you get up from your knees. “Let me reward you,” he said, tracing kisses on your stomach, hip bones and above your pussy. Your hands landed on his neck creasing it up and down. “How are you going to reward me baby huh?” you asked in an innocent voice. But you knew how. It was all a part of a game, as it always was but it never stopped being fun. Each time you thought the spark of it all would end you would end up being wrong. And fucked out.
“Let me show you what you do to me. Let me show you why you deserve this.” he said and laid down. He grabbed your thighs and made sure you straddled his face and were comfortable. It was different this time. He usually ate you out standing or laying down to make sure you somehow could not move. This time it was different. It's like he let you have control.Â
Mingi was an eater. That man loved pussy. Mainly yours. He never complained about eating you out, he was the one offering you the good time. You could be laying down watching a movie, standing up to cook something or even sitting at the dining table and that man would somehow find himself between your thighs. Hell he didn’t even complain when you had your period all he said was “A little blood never scares a grown man, now open up so we can make sure these cramps don’t bother you.” And he would dive in. For hours even. Making sure the pleasure would last you a while.Â
This felt different. You loved to ride his face but not on top. But you didn’t complain. This is what you loved about having sex with him. It always was different. Feeling wise and act wise.
So you lowered yourself down on him. Your right hand was in his hair and the other was behind your back on his thigh. He blew some air on your pussy. Moving your underwear to the side exposing you to the air. You moaned. He looked up at you from below. Enjoying the minimal touch he gave you. Hell he didn’t even touch your pussy and yet you were already reacting to him.
He loved you like that. Vulnerable and under his spell. He loved teasing you seeing how he pushed your limits and made you beg. Even though you didn’t fuck it out for a week you both weren’t desperate enough to break the routine. So he thought he could tease you a bit more. Play with you a bit more.Â
He put his hands on your ass holding it tight and he blew some more air on your clit again. Watching your folds move slightly to the air. You whined but didn’t reposition your hands or didn’t bite back. For some reason you wanted to take it slow today. The desperation disappearing from you. This felt more intimate than all the other times.
He took one hand from your ass and moved his middle finger from your clit down to your hole. He then circled that finger around your hole and moved to the right side of your folds. His finger traveled up to your fold to your clit and he repeated the action down the left folds. You gasped at the cold finger just touching you and circling around your pussy. You squeezed your hand that was on his head.Â
He did that for a while. Just moving his finger around your folds, clit, hole, side of your thighs and while doing that you were softly gasping at his touch. You were slowly becoming wet. So wet his finger was getting sticky. He put his hand on your tummy and got to work attaching his head to your pussy in the end. His tongue licked your hole and travelled up to your clit and started lapping it there.Â
The sensation shocked you and you arched your back gasping at the feeling of his tongue. He licked, lapped and bit your clit making sure to treat it with full attention. You were gripping him hard. You loved that he knew where to touch you or where to lick you to make you feel things.Â
His tongue moved down from your clit and into your hole. He pushed his tongue there moving it side to side. At that moment you rolled your eyes in pleasure but you knew he did that on purpose. You pulled his face away “If you don’t suck me where you should I will make sure you fuck your pillows while thinking about me.” At that he laughed and creased your ass up and down “Baby the only thing I am fucking tonight is you. Now if you do not shut up I will not be able to finish this meal.” His tone was stone cold but the message was clear. Just because I let you be on top does not mean the rules do not apply.
He got back to what he was doing and began abusing your clit making you gasp even louder. While his mouth was working on your clit his middle finger began circling your hole and then sticking it in there. He didn’t move at first he just left it there and made sure he heard you moan loudly. The hand that was on his thigh moved to your tits, squeezing your nipples and kneading your boobs.Â
You couldn’t take the pressure of his finger, you wanted to move so badly but at the same time the hand that was on your ass made sure you stayed seated as his mouth devoured you. “Mingi I am going to cum” you whimpered, moving your hand to your hair because at that moment you did not know what to hold on. “Hold it princess, I know you can.” he pulled away for a moment from your clit and got right back to where he belonged.
You were a moaning mess losing yourself in pleasure. You wanted to come so badly but his demand sounded so soft. You had to hold it in.
At that Mingi moved his finger. He found your g-spot and you moaned so loudly you could bet that the old lady that lived next to him heard it. It was too much. His mouth, his finger moving around that one spot that made this unbearable. Your hands flew behind your back on to his thighs. The sensation felt so good that you couldn’t just hold still and Mingi felt it. Normally he was restraining you back but he knew you needed this release. He knew he could make you not just cum.Â
You started to bounce on his face and finger. Moving lightly up down and to the side to catch your release. “Ahhh baby I c-c-can”t ta-ak-e it anymore.” You moaned or yelled you had no clue. The release was so close. Mingi only could moan and hum into your pussy which gave even more vibrations down there.Â
His mouth was still lapping your clit but his finger pressed down on your g-spot which was all it took to make you quiver over him and not just cum.”F-f-fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck” You moaned rolling your head back and then it hit you. Your release. You squirted. Liquid fell down from your pussy soaking your thighs, the sofa and Mingi's face. You were a moaning mess, hands moving now to his head and sofa and your body, any surface you could reach or hold on to. You were shaking.
But he didn’t mind one bit. He was still buried in your clit slurping up the liquids that left your pussy, massaging your folds with his wet finger and tongue still licking your sensitive bud. He slowed down making sure you rode out your high. You rolled your hips still riding his face. This time he moaned. He kissed your pussy with a loud smooch and pulled his face away. He was smiling from ear to ear while you were fighting for your life. More like composure but it felt the same.Â
He was eyeing you now watching you tremble, head rolled back, heavy breathing still gripping onto the sofa with one hand while the other was gripping your shuddering thigh.Â
“You always come so pretty when overstimulated” he said, creasing your thighs now up and down. You really wanted to say something but you just couldn’t. Round 1 was over. There was still the entire night to go but you felt like collapsing.Â
Mingi saw it and he slowly lifted himself onto his elbows moving you down with him. You slid slowly against him leaving wet spots all around his chest, hands as if on instinct fell to his shoulder and you buried your head into his neck. He gently warped his hands on your back and held you closer. This intimacy wasn’t a surprise; he always took care of you after sex. He lowered himself still holding you and grabbed his sweatpants that were on the floor by the sofa.Â
He took them and cleaned you up. He tapped your pussy and thighs making sure to clean up any liquid that gushed out of you. Then he repeated the action on himself. All while you laid down and tried to catch your breath. “You sure you wanna do more?” he asked you calmly while laying you both down on the sofa. He didn’t sound concerned but he always asked in case anything changed. You were laying on top of his chest, you managed to blurt out a small “yes just give me a 5min break”. He smiled, and looked down at you. You weren’t fucked out yet but he knew the 5min break would be enough for you to finally get to the real fun.Â
His presence calmed you. He had this effect on you. You could deny all you wanted but his presence calmed you down. And vice versa. Sad it only happened when you guys were both a sticky mess. Otherwise your dynamic would be more tolerable to both of you.Â
You slowly rose from his chest putting your entire weight onto him. You leaned down and connected your lips together with his. It started off as a soft kiss but then it turned out more sloppy. His tongue was grazing your teeth, bottom, top lip and you reciprocated the action. Both of your hands were all over each other touching every place on your bodies. His hands went down to your waist and finally pulled your panties off and threw them above you.Â
You giggled at the action.Â
“Condom or no condom?” he asked you in between the kisses, mouth still on yours. You took that moment to glaze your tongue deeper into his mouth exploring every inch. “I am on the pill” you gasped. He groaned and pulled you even closer, hands travelling between your waist and ass.Â
He moved his hands down to your thighs and pulled you closer making sure your body was close to him. You slowly started to grind into him needing more contact. He pulled back looking at your swollen lips and started kissing you down and grabbing you by your tits. You arched into him and grinded some more. He was playing with your tits again while his mouth was leaving hickeys around your neck, jaw, collarbones. He then started to mark you on your tits. You were about to reach for his dick but he stopped you taking your hands and pulling them behind you. “Such a needy slut hmmh, you want my dick so bad you can’t wait can you?” he asked you licking your nipple.Â
You could only whimper since your boobs at the moment were overly sensitive. “Cat got your tongue? My tongue is fucking your body so good you can’t even form a coherent sentence?” he asked you again. And yet again you could not answer. Your hands being locked behind in his tight grip and his tongue working overtime.Â
He detached from your tits and looked at you. One hand left the grip on your hands but not too long after he held both of your wrists by one hand. He then slapped your right tit. So hard it stung so bad you whimpered-yelled. “You either gonna respond or I will torture that pretty body of yours till you speak” he said in a dominant voice. You couldn’t muster a response, not yet. All of this felt so good, the sting of the slap, his hand behind you.Â
He looked at you again and this time the slap came across your face. Nothing too hard, just strong enough to leave pleasure. He then grabbed you by your cheeks with one hand and turned your head so you were looking at him. “One more chance you dirty whore” this time he wasn’t kidding you could feel it in his voice and in the way he was holding you. “Yes” you said weakly. “Yes what?” he said. “I am-” as you were about to continue you felt his finger near your pussy again rubbing it. “Hmmm what was that?” he said this time mocking you.Â
You really wanted to respond to him. The words were at the tip of your tongue but it all just felt too good. This time Mingi slapped your other tit and you rolled your head back. “Since my pretty whore does not want to cooperate we will do this differently."Â
He stretched your pussy and shoved 2 fingers there finding your g-spot. You were squirming in his grip but his hand was strong and he didn’t let go that easily. “Since you are so needy but lack the words you are gonna nicely sit on my fingers and take what I give you.” You whined and slowly moved up on his fingers to find any pressure. And that earned you another smack this time on the other cheek.Â
“Ahh forgot to say, you move you will get smacked and we start again. You stay still and count the seconds you earn my dick. Got it princess?” he said repositioning his fingers so they didn’t touch your g-spot. You nod your head. “I need words.” “Y-ye-s” you whined due to the sensation of his fingers moving. “You count the seconds, the moment you moan or squirm we reset.” And with that he pressed his fingers back in you and back on your g-spot. You were so close to moaning but kept it in with any power left.Â
“Start” he demanded. “One” you counted. He moved his fingers deeper in you. You bit your lips. “I don’t hear you” “Two”, he folded his fingers on your g-spot. “Three” you whimpered-yelled and he turned his fingers around inside you, which got you to moan. He took his fingers out and with that same hand smacked your cheek.Â
“What did I say to sluts that don’t listen to directions?” he asked you. “Reset” you exhaled. He only smirked. He positioned his fingers on your hole “Count.” So you did and with each second his fingers slipped deeper. At the 7th second his fingers curled again in you and you moaned out and again you got smacked in the face. This continued on for another 10 minutes. Each time you were close to 10 you would moan out to his finger curling in you or just grazing your g-spot.Â
Mingi could do this all night. He loved the state you were in. Desperate, wet and hot for him. He knew you could push through it and yet you were so desperate for him a simple graze or a press in your pussy would cause you to react somehow. He loved you like this. Under his command.Â
Because of the amount of times you failed he actually started slapping your tits, 10x harder than your face. He said “We shouldn’t waste such a pretty face this way.” He knew you liked this too otherwise you would use the safe word.Â
As much as you loved being praised, what really turned you on was being thrown around the bed, manhandled and called filthy words. That’s why sex between you two was well- balanced. You both could top each other and give each other the full experience of pleasure.Â
“Alright baby I know you can do it. Okay? Be a good girl for me and be quiet and best believe me you will get this dick. Hmm?” He asked you while stroking your face. You would not think this is the same Mingi that slapped the living shit out of you anytime you moved or moaned on his finger.Â
You nodded. You were frustrated and hot. You badly wanted his dick. So it began. By 5 he was already fingers deep. You tried to keep your composure. Telling yourself to think of anything else than his fingers in you. By 7 he was already curling his fingers on your g-spot. By 8 he was pressing. By 9 he pressed even more. And by 10 he pulled his fingers out.Â
He threw you down on the sofa back hitting the soft velvet and put your legs on his shoulders. He positioned himself at your entrance which made you whine. He kept you in the mating press while his tip was playing with your pussy. All you could do was beg “please Mingi please, i need you, so bad, please just fuck me” You gripped his shoulders squeezing hard.Â
He didn’t budge. He was still playing with his tip smirking down at the view of your pussy trembling at his dick. He then slapped your clit with one powerful slap and asked “Who?” “Daddy please fuck me right this moment. I need this dick in me now” you moaned and then he slammed into you. Full length. “Such a needy little whore you are. Trust me baby I will fill this pussy with my dick.” He said fucking roughly into you. His elbows were near your head making sure you didn’t move much.Â
He was ruthless. He was fucking you like a starved animal. You were a moaning mess. The only thing you could do was grip the pillows above you. The only sounds coming out of you were moans and yells.Â
He was also groaning. The skin slapping could be heard from the end of the corridor outside of his apartment, probably, that's how hard he was going. He then slowed his tempo which made you cry out. “I know baby i know” he said more to himself than to you. He moved your legs to the side and took your hands above your head and pinned them down with his.Â
He plunged into you again, this time slow strokes. He made sure to slam into you and pull out just to leave the tip in your pussy. You were yelling his name over and over again and that only caused a smile on his face. He moved down from your face to your tits, licking the nipples and playing with them with his tongue.Â
“B-ba-y ti-s too mewch” you whimpered but he only increased the speed of the strokes. “I-am gon-na c-um” you managed to moan out. “Hold it.” It was a simple demand but his tone was serious. “I can’t” you whimpered at the brutal thrust that hit you. “I know you can. I know you can princess” he said as he positioned himself so he could hit your g-spot.Â
In the meantime he let go of your hands and one was holding your stomach down while the other gripped onto your waist. Your hands were all over him. Arms, back, biceps. Scratching him, holding on, you even bit his arm from the pleasure. He then pulled out and you screamed. Actually screamed at the emptiness. He moved your legs to the side so your pussy was on full display and your legs positioned to the side in a straight stretch. Thank god for the pilates you started doing years back.
He slammed into you again and both of you groaned at the pressure. At this point both of his hands were holding onto your waist. One of your legs was bent over the side of the couch for better support but even that didn’t help. You both were so loud, moaning, the skin slapping across the living room, hands on each other. You had no power left in you in the way he was dicking you down, literally, you flopped back and forth like you were some doll and could only take what he gave you.Â
“Mingi I am comingggggg” you yelled because you could not hold it in. The pressure, the position his thrusts everything was just too much for you. In this position, fully exposed and stretched out he could hit your g-spot with no problem. You were holding onto him for dear life because if you didn’t you would probably end up hitting your head on the sofa.Â
“Milk me” he exhaled and that did it for you. You shuddered all over him. Thighs shaking. Moaning his name like it was some kind of prayer. Your vision blurred for a second. He was still thrusting into you with a deadly pace reaching his own high. The moment he looked down at the way you creamed his dick he came. He whined so loud you could feel him vibrating. He still moved in you to ride out his high and then he plopped on top of you. Elbows at the side of your head. “Open” he said, creasing your bottom lip with his thumb.Â
Too fucked out to think you opened your mouth and he spat saliva from his mouth to yours. You let it fall on your tongue and you closed your mouth to swallow. “Good girl” he whispered touching your lips again.
Oh how you wish this was the end. The moment his high ended he didn’t pull out or clean the mess between your legs. He grabbed you by your thighs and picked you up. He walked to the windows that showed the city's dark skyline and lights in the skyscrapers and pressed you against the windows. He removed his hands from your thighs knowing you would hold on from the tiredness and moved your hands so they would be pressed against the windows.Â
“Look at you, all fucked out mhm. Imagine if we weren’t so high up. People would see my pretty little slut all fucked out on my dick. Taking me so well. Getting cockdrunk on my dick hmm. Would you like that? Would you like the idea of me fucking you into oblivion in front of all these people?” he teased, his hands holding your cheeks. Before you could respond he kissed your lips. You wanted to move your hands but he kept them pinned at your sides on the window. The only thing holding you onto him were your thighs wrapped around his torso.
His lips travelled to your ear. “Mhm how would you feel if the world knew you came here every other day getting yourself off your exs dick? Begging me to fuck you, to make that little body of yours tremble from pleasure?” he asked under your ear. You were too in the moment to register anything he was saying.Â
“Mingi… I need you… so so so bad.” You said on his lips. He smirked. “Yes love, I know, I know you need me. You need my dick in that tight little hole.” he said and attached his lips to your jaw licking you up and down there. “I bet no man after me could fuck you the way I do. Couldn’t make you cum on his mouth. Couldn’t fuck you through the matress.” he exclaimed into your neck. You could only moan rubbing your pussy on his torso desperately. “Mhmm so needy today. One week without this dick made you lose your mind.” He said while licking your ear.Â
You tried to leave his grip and touch him but he didn’t let you. “Hands on the window move them and I am pulling out.” You nodded and he took one hand off of yours and positioned his dick into you. The moment he entered he groaned at the tightness of you and you moaned rolling your head back on the window breathing quickly. “Too much” you moaned and he laughed at your remark “And you love it” he whispered to your lips. He then began fucking into you. He let go of your other hand to hold your legs up to him while the other hand was on your neck.Â
You did not let go of the windows even if you wanted you couldn’t. He was pounding into you. Literally pounding so hard that you felt him in your stomach. You thank the gods the windows were thick because you bet your ass they would have been broken.Â
As he was pounding into you he kept squeezing your neck giving you even more pleasure. His grip was strong but not that strong to cause you to pass out. His head was pushed back enjoying every inch of you while you were being pushed into the mirror by his body. If it wasn’t for the fact that he lived on the top floor your ass would have been on display for the entire city.Â
“Mingi baby I am gonna come I am not even kidding” you managed to choke out in between the thrusts. He didn’t stop for a few more thrusts but then his hands dropped to your thighs that were around him and plopped you even more up and more stretched out. Your legs were resting on his forearms. “If you need to hold on to me, do it” you were thankful for his comment because your hands were slowly growing sore.
You were stretched out in front of him again. His dick stayed in you will he repositioned you. At this angle you were fully on display for him. And you did not mind one bit. Your hands grabbed him by the neck and you rolled your head to the side as he began thrusting again. This time slower making sure you felt him and he felt all of you. The slow and precise tempo made him look at you. “You are taking this dick so well baby” he groaned and lowered his head to your lips. You caught his bottom lip and at that moment he hit your g-spot which caused you to cry out in pleasure and bit his lip. He kept hitting that spot at a slow pace. “Mingi please… faster…” you moaned into his mouth. He didn’t increase the speed he repositioned you again, dropping you low again and held onto you by your waist.Â
You instinctively warped your legs around him and your heel was digging into his ass from the slow ass strokes he was giving you. His other hand dropped from your waist and moved to your clit to massage it. Side to side, up and down, in circles. This time you were gasping for air, you didn’t expect his fingers on your sensitive bud.Â
“Mingi i am so c-lo-se” you whimpered. He didn’t respond. His entire focus was on your clit and on his dick moving in and out of you. You were holding onto him like your life depended on it. You knew you were about to combust only a few more strokes and you would come for the 3rd time. He felt you squeezing him around his dick which meant one thing. You were trying to hold in. He sped up. He was pounding into you again at ungodly speed. You let go of his head and held the window with one hand and the other was in his hair pulling it back. But he didn’t mind. He was chasing your high.Â
You cried at the sensation and Mingi’s hand that was on your waist wiped that tear and your entire body was supported by only you holding onto him and the window behind you. "I am coming, i am coming, i am coming, i am coming” you panicked yelled and once again creamed over his dick. His tempo did not slow down he was still fucking right into you and all you could do was moan and yell at the feeling. You were trembling again in his embrace and all you could do was curse from the sensation. The orgasm hit you like a wave and it didn’t seem to stop. Mingi’s pounding was determined. That man did not want to stop.Â
You did not even have the chance to calm down from your orgasm cause Mingi plopped you down on your wobbly legs. Thank fuck to him for holding you down by your waist because you would have fallen over from the gloomy feeling and still shaky legs. He grabbed your waist and turned you around and bent you over the window. Your cheek was resting on the window. He grabbed your hands and pinned them down behind you with one hand while the other started to give you slaps.Â
You didn’t even feel him pull out of you as he dropped you on the floor but his tone seemed pissed “Who the fuck let you come?” slap on the ass “Who the fuck told you you could cream on this dick?” another slap. You winced in pleasure or pain, you had no clue. “Who told you this dick was for cumming without my permission?” slap “Why such a dirty whore like you does not know the rules?” another slap. Gosh your ass would probably bruise from how hard he was slapping you but you were so into it.Â
As your vision came back you realized there was a mirror right across from you. Mingi noticed you staring somewhere and he looked in that same direction. He smirked. He gave you another slap causing you to move forward and this time moan. “Mhmm my baby likes to look at herself while she’s full on fucked out? Well then let's show the mirror how it's done” he said in a low town and pushed right into you. You were still dazed from the orgasm you had 3 minutes ago but he was willing to give you one back to back since he himself hadn’t come yet.Â
“Keep your eyes on the mirror. Dare to look away I will have no problem keeping you on the edge. And you know damm well since I haven’t come yet I will be nasty”. You only whimpered in response. He started to thrust into you causing your ass to jiggle on him. “Look at that… hmmm look at that ass moving on me like it belongs on my dick” “Y-yes y-ees Ming-i” you moaned while still looking at the mirror. He looked there too now, keeping eye contact through it. He was ruthless, groaning, whimpering and wincing at the feeling. You just felt right on him whether it was on the bottom or on top. He loved how you clenched around him, he loved knowing you were about to come. He loved torturing your body.Â
And today seemed like the day he was gonna top you. Till now he didn’t let you top him. You could say you both were composed but the moment Mingi felt his dick in your pussy you knew he was not gonna hold back. Not when there was a week break. Some would think this was not a big amount of time for not having sex but for you and Mingi it was. You guys would link up every day for a fuck, sometimes each two days. When schedules got hectic you both would squeeze in a quickie in his car, in your company's bathroom or even at an alley.
He pounded into you so hard your head slowly started to hit the window. You weren’t yelling in pain more in pleasure but it did start to hurt. He felt it and saw it. Still keeping eye contact with your whiney self he pulled you up right, locked one hand under your arms and started fucking you like that. The hand that was on your waist moved up. From your stomach to your tits, slapping them in between, and moving to your neck to hold your head in place.Â
“Look at you, so obedient today, such a slut. Hmmm you missed me? You missed me fucking this tight hole into oblivion?” He asked you. You nodded your head dropping your head lower. He stopped, with his dick halfway in your pussy, the hand that was holding onto your neck came up quickly and smacked your tit. “What did I say? Eyes on me baby.” He groaned and you immediately moved your head so you could see him.Â
His hand returned to your throat and squeezed it more to make sure you didn’t move. He was close and so were you. Another orgasm was about to hit you. You were hazy from the other one, not quite ridden it out, I mean how could you, he already had you in another position. The hand that was on your throat moved down and he went again to touch your clit. This time he was pinning it with two fingers and you choked at the pressure.Â
“Omg omg omg eughhhhhh…” you moaned and felt liquid down your legs again. When Mingi felt you squirting he came. So hard. He slammed into you and stayed there making sure you took all of his cum. He let go of your hands and you slammed them against the window. Gosh this was too much. Not only was there white cream coming out of you on his dick but also a bunch of liquid was dripping down your legs. All while Mingi was slowly moving in you, riding out your highs. He was groaning, you were moaning and the orgasm didn’t seem to end.Â
Your face plopped on the window. You were breathing hard. Gosh back to back orgasms were so hard for you to ride out. You were about to slide down the window when Mingi quickly grabbed you and pulled your back to his chest. Both of you were sweaty and heavy breathing.Â
Your head fell on his chest and he leaned down to whisper in your ear, “You did good baby, you did so fucking good” he said stroking your messy hair behind your ear. He kissed your ear, the space under your ear and kissed you down your cheek and neck.Â
You felt like passing out. Your vision was turning blurry. He didn’t pull out yet you could still feel him in you. You could have pulled out, he gave you the time to do that but you didn’t and that might have been a big mistake.Â
Because he turned you around and caught your lips in a juicy kiss. While making out with you he picked you up and moved you guys to the couch. He sat down still in you and told you the thing that thought was gonna break you “ride me”.Â
You tried to gather your senses and tell him you couldn’t but he gripped your throat and looked at you. His look wasn’t scary, it was screaming authority. And so you gathered the last of your strength to get up lightly and plop down on his dick. He leaned on the sofa still holding your throat so you would oblige and the other hand went toying with your tits.Â
“Look at you such a good slut, even when you are fucked out you still listen so well?” He said while looking down at your skin slapping. You were taking him so well. His hand at your throat kept you stable but you couldn’t keep the whimpers and moans that were coming out of you. It was music to his ears. The way you whimpered when you hit that one spot the way you moaned when his hot and wet dick was sliding against your walls. He loved every second of it. Sex did not feel the same unless it was with you.Â
Your legs were giving out, you plopped on him “baby i can’t anymore.. the… thighs… hmphh…” you managed to mumble. He squeezed your throat tighter to the point your eyes were rolling. You grabbed with both hands his hand that was on your throat and started moaning.
One hand on your hip he began to fuck you. Gosh you were about to come again for the 5th? 6th time? You lost count. What mattered was his dick destroying your walls. You were screaming at this point. One would think you were tortured. I mean you were by his dick. But Mingi didn’t stop. You slightly opened your eyes and saw pure raw determination. He was also on the edge, he was ready to combust in you again. “Ahhh-hhh baby you feel so good o-h my go-d” he whimpered, head rolling back. He moved his hand onto your ass to keep it bouncing on him.
You leaned into him, his hand still on your throat and your hands moved onto the sofa that was behind his shoulders. He was pounding into you like he was starved. He lost all control he had. His hand squeezed your throat even harder stopping the air from coming and then let go and repeated it a few times. You could swear you felt every vein on his dick. You looked down for a second and saw that his dick was hammering you so hard it was visible in your lower stomach.
You both were moaning and holding onto each other. You gave up on any strength and let him pound into you. The pleasure was too much for you both. Each thrust, each squeeze, each moan, each whimper was coming from dark places.Â
You couldn’t keep it anymore. He hit you g-spot once and you came with a painfully loud moan. And as you did he also reached his high thrusting into you one last time and squeezing your neck once more.Â
You collapsed on top of him. Your vision went black. He fucked you to your limit. Till you blacked out.Â
Mingi didn’t pull out, he waited a few seconds for his high to calm down and looked down at you. He saw you laying down unresponsive. He didn’t panic. Not yet. He gently moved your head to the side so he could see you better. He saw your eyes were closed and you weren’t moving. He touched your pulse on your neck and released a sigh that he didn’t know he was holding in.Â
It wasn’t the first time he fucked you out so bad you blacked out, during your relationship and this sick relationship you had, he did happen to do it more than a few times. The first time was scary. He thought he killed you but with more time he realized he pushed your limits and found ways to bring you back to him.Â
He softly blew on your face to make sure he got any signs of life from you. “hey hey baby you with me?” he asked softly, creasing your back while the other hand was pushing the strands of hair behind your ear. You moved your head so gently if he didn’t look at you he wouldn’t know or feel it. “It's alright baby it's alright we went hard today” he said looking at you.Â
You laid down like this for a while. You on top, him gently creasing your back while his dick was still in you. Moments like these didn’t feel like you broke up 2 years ago and had an unhealthy pattern of meeting up with each other every other day to fuck. He always took care of you when you were here or at your place. Dinner was either ready or he ordered something to eat, held you while you slept, bathed you while he was there. Maybe you worked well as fuck buddies but not as two people functioning in life as a couple.Â
The 3 years together were amazing till you guys hit a wall. Constant arguments, late night work sessions, it all piled up and led to one big argument about who remembers what even about. You smashed a vase, he hit a wall so hard he left a hole there and after 30min you left. Never really talked about this with him. Then one day you bumped into him, at the cafe you guys had your first dates. To say you both were shocked wasn’t enough, the fact that you both still went there said a lot.Â
The unspoken tension when you guys stared at each other and unspoken words weighed heavy between you two. Then 30min later you were at your apartment. In your room, he was pounding into you like you were everything to him. You still had no idea what led to that but it stayed with you. After a few of these meetings you both agreed you would regularly meet up for fuck sessions till one of you found somone.
You said that no one knows each other's bodies better than you so why the fuck would you try to find someone new when you had each other.Â
You both agreed this isn’t a thing to save your relationship, just something to take the edge off the hard hours, and busy weeks.
And here you were 2 years later. In his apartment once again laying on his chest slowly coming to your senses while Mingi looked at you like you were his again. You opened your eyes slowly, looked around, saw the time, 2.34am. You had no clue when you started the fuck session. You looked at Mingi. It’s like he read your mind. He touched around the sofa and then leaned forward with you still on his lap, still cockwarming him and found his phone on the floor.Â
He opened the food application and ordered 2 pizzas. You stared at him and what he was doing. He closed his phone and leaned in to kiss your lips, you kissed him back. This time the kiss was gentle. He didn't lick around your mouth, just glided his tongue with yours. He pulled away the saliva string being the only thing connecting you two.
“The pizzas gonna be here in 40 minutes lets get you washed up” he said gently touching your cheek. You nodded your head. You didn’t have enough energy to talk right now.Â
He slowly pulled out of you after more than 30min and picked you up. Your legs wrapped around him as he carried you to the bathroom that had a tub. He set you down on the black counter and prepared the bath. He pulled out your shampoo, bathwash and some sea salt.Â
You watched in awe. Even though you were broken up he still remembered your favorite scents, comfort food and all the other small details. How your feet always got cold at night so he would either warm you with his or put socks on you in the middle of the night so you woke up warm. These small details made you think if you could re-enter a relationship with him but at the same time this felt nice.Â
You didn’t need to worry about being late for dinner, there were no arguments between you two, you were just two unhealthy people functioning around each other. Maybe this was your destiny.Â
As Mingi prepared the bath he took you from the counter top and gently placed you in it. He was about to turn back but you grabbed him by his wrist. You looked up at him. You were tired yeah but you didn’t want him to go. Not yet. He always turned to go and almost always you made him stay. Sometimes it ended in another round or just you washing each other. Others you were too swarmed in your thoughts to the point you didn’t even wanna see him.Â
He looked down to you and knew what that look meant right away. He turned back to the counter and opened one drawer. He came back and set a packet of the slick cigarettes and a lighter that were your favorite. He got in the bath and you moved so he could sit behind you. When he sat down you leaned on his chest. He took the packet of cigarettes and pulled two. Gave you one while the other sat already in his mouth.Â
He took the lighter and the flame flicked on. He first lit up your cigarette then his. You both took a puff and relaxed further into the bath. One hand was on your waist while yours was on his thigh under the water. You both just stayed like that slowly smoking in silence and in each other's presence.Â
You turned to face him and he looked down. You gave his lips a quick peck and he returned it. You both stared at each other for a while. You didn’t need words, your eyes spoke enough. You both were thinking of the what ifs. What if it didn’t end up like this? What if this became your daily routine again? What if things turned out differently? What if we were meant to be in this toxic cycle not letting others in because we were too scared of losing each other? What if I never get to hold you again like this? What if the future holds us only as fuck baddies rather than two healthy adults in a happy relationship?
You both had no idea why you ended the way you did. And at that moment you didn’t want to face that. Like always. You both pushed these thoughts away rather than facing them. Because what you had now was sacred to you and you didn’t want to lose that the way you lost your relationship. So it was better to push it back, like you always did, and tell yourself you will bring it up another time.Â
Mingi brought your hand up from under the water and held it to his face kissing it. He was gentle, so gentle. He crushed the cigarette in the tray he had on the big window that viewed the city and slowly started kissing your arm, shoulder, neck, jaw, cheek, ear, all while your hand was on his cheek and your head was tilting itself by his kisses.Â
After the bath, that he washed you in, he toweled you down. From your hair to your body. He planted soft kisses on your skin and on your pussy. That led to god knows what orgasm later and moans on the edge of the bathtub. After he put on your favorite body lotion and held you tight by your waist and walked with you to his big closet. He helped you dress up. One of his sweats and a hoodie while he put on his boxers and another sweatpants.Â
You guys didn’t talk. The silence didn’t feel heavy, it felt normal. It’s as if talking would break the spell. You guys were on the sofa on your phones, your legs intertwined when you heard the door ring. You got up, “I’ll get it” Mingi said but you were quicker “If I don't walk this soreness out by tomorrow I am not getting to the office in those heels” You pointed at the red Louboutins. Of course that he got you as a gift not a while ago.Â
Ah yes the constant expensive gifts just like during your relationship. They weren’t a thank you for fucking me you both knew that. He still wanted to give you the world and this fuck up companionship didn’t help one bit. So as small gestures he gave you: jewellery, shoes, clothes, bags. I mean you couldn’t complain it was nice to have a new bag every other week.Â
You walked down the dimly lit penthouse and opened the door. You saw the doorman. Roberto. He was kind and always smiley, offering you a small chit chat before work. He was the best part of your days back when you and Mingi were fighting nonstop. Though you haven't seen him for the past 2 years. He worked nights. You were either at your apartment with Mingi, fucking during the day elsewhere or you came here at 7pm and left at 7am.Â
When he saw you his smile widened. “Hi Mrs Song, it's been so long since I have seen you” he exclaimed, all happy. The name he called didn't surprise you, last time Mingi and him talked he asked to call you Mrs Song because one day in the future you would be his Mrs Song.Â
You smiled “Hi Roberto how are you?” you asked taking the pizzas from him. “Good, better now that I have seen you, I keep asking Mr Song why I haven’t been seeing you around. He just says you are very busy running that company, leaving early and coming late at night.” he says with the most innocent smile. You nod, keeping at the back of your head the fact that Mingi didn’t mention anything about the break-up to his doorman. It has been 2 years and nothing? Did he not tell others either?Â
You pushed that thought away and chatted with Roberto. Mingi yelled from the couch because something was taking you too long, when you didn’t respond he stood up and saw you with his doorman. A beaming smile, you were relaxed, holding the pizzas in both of your hands leaning on the doorway. He leaned on the cupboard in the hallway, crossed his arms and just looked at you. In his apartment, in his clothes chatting with his doorman.Â
“Oh Mr Song I didn't realise you were there” said Roberto averting his gaze to his right. You turned around and saw Mingi, leaning down staring at you like you were his entire world. That if you slip away he might not ever get you back.Â
“Well I should be going. It was lovely seeing you here Mrs Song I hope I can see you around more often, see you around Mr Song” said Roberto and waved you both a goodbye. You closed the door and turned around. Mingi took the boxes from you and went to the kitchen island. You had so many thoughts running through your head you didn’t know where to start.Â
He opened the box and you spoke “You didn’t tell him we broke up.” “You didn’t correct him when he called you Mrs Song.”
You both stared at each other in silence. And you both knew to let this go. The excuses were already bubbling in both of your heads. You sat down on the island while Mingi stood eating the pizza in silence here and there, you both exchanged a few words about your companies.Â
He leaned in to clean a bit of sauce off your face with his finger and then passed you a tissue. You took it and thanked him.Â
He cleaned up after you two and the clock struck 3.20am. The city's skyline slowly turned purple as you both sat at his big balcony in the cozy chairs. This time separated. You both were smoking when all of the sudden he asked you “Do you ever think we will fall out of this habit?” You looked at him, really looked at him, took a puff and responded “You know what Song Mingi. We are just like these cigarettes. Like this addiction. We itch to burn, to inhale each other and then, when it slowly burns out we fall into the rhythm of our daily life. Then when it gets tough or when we really need each other we take each other the way we are and repeat that cycle.”Â
It was the first time in 2 years that you voiced any kind of thought about this thing. He just took a long look at you while you put the cigarette out. He didn’t say anything else. He stood up, walked up to you and offered you his hand. You took it and he pulled you up making sure you lean your weight on him since you were still sore.Â
He walked you to his room. Like he always did. He closed the curtains as you made yourself comfortable at your side of the bed. Gosh that sounded pathetic. But you were too exhausted to think straight. You laid down as Mingi walked to his closet. He came out uncovered your legs from the warm comforter and put those damm socks on. He then got in bed with you and turned his chest to your back, leaving his hand loosely on your waist.Â
You started sobbing, you had no clue what got into you but you started sobbing. He heard you and pulled you closer resting his head on top of yours while squeezing your waist. He let you cry in the quiet room, he didn’t speak, he only stroked your waist with his thumb and made sure his body was emitting the heat you badly needed. He didn’t judge. And you knew he would not say anything about this in the morning.Â
You had no idea what time you went to sleep or how you fell asleep, all you heard was the alarm in your bag in his kitchen. So you slowly pulled him off of you and slipped out of bed. It was 7am. You could feel the tiredness, physically and mentally but a company will not run by itself. You washed up with the things he had left for every time you stayed. You didn’t bother changing or taking your clothes with you. You knew that next time they would be clean and nicely folded on a chair in his bedroom.
You called your driver to pick you up and drop you off at your house before going into work. You gathered your things and went into his room one more time. You saw him sleeping peacefully. Laying on his chest, his back scratched from your nails, he was breathing quietly.Â
You leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to his back like you always did and you murmured a quiet “I love you” like you always did and left his place.Â
Your driver was already waiting for you. You greeted the doorman that you always saw when you left Mingi's apartment and headed on about your day.Â
What you didn’t know was that every time you left like this Mingi was always awake. At first he pretended to sleep to not face the consequences of his actions. He always heard you washing up, rustling about in the kitchen collecting your stuff, sometimes turning on the coffee machine and enjoying a morning cigarette on his balcony if there was enough time.Â
He always felt you kiss him whether it was on his peck, on his forehead, his cheek, his lip or his back. And he always heard you whisper that sweet 8 letter word. At first he wanted to open his eyes and look at you while you said that, he was shocked, but he didn’t want to startle you. It was still so fresh. So he stayed quiet and it went on like this for 2 years.Â
What you didn’t know is that after that everytime the front door closed he would quietly mumble “I love you too” and go back to sleep.Â








