#jokeblog

( @dabadassk1raaaa )

@dabadassk1raaaa Told me to make a blog so I did... She also said if I didn't she'd smack me with a frying pan. I mean I know what Tumblr is I'm just shy to use it Kira, anyway she also forced me to turn on my "questions" so you guys can ask me things- uhm... I hope you guys like what I post and sorry if I dont post much I'm sometimes shy sorry! And please dont send me anything inappropriate please!!! I Dont wanna hear or see any of that... Thank you!

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I didn't mean 'selfish', actually, but I'm not a native english speaker and I didn't know how to explain that feeling. It was more of... Well, especially in the jokeblog drama (just to clarify: I obviously hate joku), sometimes it just seemed like you were mean to her just to be mean and saying nothing actually constructive (I have no exemple in mind rn, sorry). And I just felt like you would never even care about other's arguments and you're always so convinced you're right, sometimes it just doesn't make sense. Like, that time joku said D&N were nb and you were angry because she was "rewriting the story", like... Makes sense. The story isn't fixed and she CAN still change stuff. And tbh that was a headcanon of mine for a while already. Ofc that doesn't change the fact that she's a terrible and awful person, but what you said about this just didn't make sense. Like you're so convinced she's always wrong, sometimes it just sounds weird. (Maybe it's just me, idk)

Tbh most of the time I absolutely adore you, you seem like a genuinely amazing person and I look up to you for a lot of stuff. Like I said, whenever there's a discourse (and oh my there are a LOT of discourses in this fandom) I'm always looking forward to hearing your opinion because I belive it's going to be the right one everytime. (I mean, not exactly 'the right one' but you understand what I mean, I think? Skdhkshs linguistic struggles)

I'm really sorry if my ask made you anxious, I wanted it very very focused on the 'I would litteraly listen to your every word most if the time' part more than anything else :(... I wouldn't be following you otherwise sldhlsjs

So yeah here the "apology letter" for my message earlier, I would've apologized much earlier but it was late in my time zone so I was sleeping. I'm sorry I'm still on anon, but I'm a bit too scared- And sorry for the extra-long-ass apology, I never know how to write these short ><

I hope you have a good day! :)

Thank you I appreciate it,

Okay so I really should stress, I don't hate Joku for clout or smth. I genuinely, legitimately dislike and unappreciate Joku as a person, when I dropped my bags at Joku changing NM and D to nonbinary it was because it was a really sudden change, and I know Joku would absolutely either just forget what NB meant and refer to one of them as he again(constantly) or go up someone else's ass for referring to them as he. Low hanging fruit but I don't see Joku as a person that has good intentions. Especially since Joku hasn't done anything significant with her AU except get angry when people do it better.

And I am sorry about the heat your ask caught btw, I would've just dmed you but, yanno. Anon and stuff.

I really only partake in the drama because uh, one, ADHD feeds off the social stimulation for all that crap and two, I like to make it known where I stand without showing any hesitation about it.

aka, yes I'm gonna come off dickish sometimes, especially if the drama has personally irritated me. so yeah i definitely would just be mean to be mean sometimes to joku to get whatever frustration was in my system.

don't get me wrong, I'd never doxx her or some shit but I'm definitely not gonna NOT use the "jokeblog" tag for her since I think it's funny. that kinda thing if it makes sense.

yea it's, it's something i'm proud of but feel bad about sometimes. because yeah, i DO openly despise joku, and it goes farther then a silly joke because they genuinely disgust me as a person. they're insensitive, and hide behind their autism and use it to justify being a shit person. it's disgusting.

i even went back to look at the post where joku made an inappropriate comment about the art(obviously regarding to the ship because they had a falling out with comyet) and you know what every joku stan was saying?

"you did nothing wrong."

that's the outlook those people have on them, it's practically IMPOSSIBLE for them to process joku having any flaws and it's, so frustrating man.

that's why I'm open about it, because so many people are afraid to be, and I don't wanna be a sheep.

when people ask me why I call them joku simps