I’m in need of a new hyperfixation! Looking for recommendations

Here is my resume of previous ones

• stranger things

- steddie ⭐️

* honorable mention

- ronance

- robin x chrissy

- byler

• adventure time

• skam

- evak ⭐️

* honarable mention

- nooreva

- jokael

• atypical

Hello, I am back on my bullshit with the last installment of this! I've had it written for over a year and I never posted it because I'm horrible at that! Is anyone even reading this anymore? Or reading this ship at all? Regardless, I'm posting anyway so that it can finally be complete and I don’t have to wonder.  Hope it's not a great disappointment. (I am not super familiar with Islam, so if I said anything incorrect or offensive by mistake, please let me know and I will fix it!!!!)

Relationship: Mikael Øverlie Boukhal/Jonas Noah Vasquez

Additional tags: Established Relationship, Engagement

Jokael

Chaptered 3/3

Teen & Up

"Jonas reached forward, then hesitated, looking at Mikael’s face, wondering, well, so many things about this person in front of him, who had caught his attention for no particular reason. Mikael was attractive, yes. But so were a lot of people. And Jonas didn’t know Mikael at all, so there was no reason for him to be more attracted to him than to anyone else. But still. The feeling couldn’t really be ignored. Jonas felt himself being drawn towards this boy. "

In which Mikael has dreams of being a great director, and Jonas has dreams about kissing Mikael until the end of time.

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This fic started out as one of the softest things I’ve ever read. The first chapter was so so beautiful, the story of two friends falling in love and I could have read a million more words of just that softness. But of course, some light angst had to be peppered in and with how obviously in love Mikael and Jonas were right from the beginning, the angst was even worse to get through. But it was all worth it in the end because it ended in the cutest, best way.

art by the wonderful @art-vandeley / @_artvandeley (ig)

a world of shining hope by @prettyisak / @prettyisak (ao3)

Isak/Even Jonas/Mikael

Warnings: Implied/Referenced Suicide

Isak has a strange inkling that he’s supposed to be far happier that his best friend is getting married to his literal soulmate than he currently is. 

Pairing: Mikael/Jonas

Chapter: 3 of 3

Word Count: 4292

Summary: "Jonas felt tears prick at the back of his eyes as he realized that Mikael was so, so much better than he would ever be. Braver, and surer, and just so Good, that Jonas felt like he could collapse under the weight of all the ways he fell short. Mikael wore his feelings. Mikael was honest. Mikael fought for the things that he wanted and the people he loved.

And what did Jonas do?

He existed."

~

Mikael's absence brings heartache for Jonas and success for Mikael.

31. “Can I kiss you?”

Jonas fiddles with the hem of his shirt, resolutely not looking up at Mikael. To face them now, after what he just said… He’s kind of hoping for the floor to just swallow him whole to save him any further embarrassment in front of his crush and the second best person he’s ever known (the best being Even, of course).

“Jonas, can you look at me?” Mikael asks, and Jonas tries, he really does. But he can’t. So he shakes his head and hangs it lower, his chin practically hitting his chest.

“I didn’t mean to say that.”

“Didn’t mean to say what?”

“You know, that…that I like you.”

Mikael rests a hand on Jonas’s leg, and Jonas looks away, off towards the window. A bird flys by and Jonas tries to tell what sort of bird it is, just by looking. “Of course you meant to say it. You asked to speak to me privately, brought me in here, said you had to tell me something, and then told me you liked me and that you’ve liked me for a couple of months now. What part of that was accidental?” They tease, and Jonas feels his cheeks light on fire.

“Okay, I meant to say it,” he concedes, looking back down at his lap, where Mikael’s hand is still resting. “But I wouldn’t have if I’d known you didn’t feel the same. I don’t…I don’t want to make things weird between us. This friendship means more to me than anything, and I’d rather have you in my life as my friend than not in my life at all. So, can you just promise me that nothing will change? Please?”

Mikael’s hand moves, this time to Jonas’s jaw, right where his neck meets it. “Jonas, look at me. Please.” When Jonas doesn’t move, Mikael moves their hand to Jonas’s chin, lifting it and forcing the eye contact. Mikael is smiling, Jonas realizes, and butterflies erupt in his stomach. “Can I kiss you?”

Jonas’s brain short circuits. “Can you… Huh? Can you what?”

Mikael laughs, “Can I kiss you?”

Dumbly, Jonas nods, already leaning in. Mikael leans in too, and their noses bump together from their lack of experience in kissing each other, neither of them sure which way to go. But they figure it out, and Mikael’s lips are so soft, and Jonas never wants to stop kissing them. He wants to stay in this exact position forever and a day.

Mikael pulls back first, running their thumb over Jonas’s bottom lip. “Can I kiss you again?” Jonas asks immediately, and the smile that crosses Mikael’s face is so beautiful that Jonas could cry. (He makes a mental note to call Isak after this is over because holy shit, this is a religious experience, and it’s all thanks to Isak that he even agreed to tell Mikael about his feelings in the first place.)

“Sure,” Mikael whispers. “As long as you don’t mind if I take you out for dinner tonight, too.”

 Celestial Beauty

Like they were the sun, and Jonas a planet, unable and unwilling to not be drawn to them.

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Jonas falls in love

chapters: 1/1

words:  1004