@jockmare | semi-plotted starter !!
Most of the people in Steve’s life didn’t understand him--not really. There were a few people he could trust, people he could talk to when things got overwhelming, but none of them felt comfortable enough. Something about people like Robin, Nancy, even Dustin made Steve want to stop talking about himself and focus solely on them instead. But Glen was different, somehow. He might not have really known the guy as much as he’d have liked, but he felt something all too familiar when he looked at him. Almost like he was looking in a mirror.
On some level it made him feel better to know he might not be completely alone, but underneath that sudden connection he felt something akin to frustration creeping into his chest, a sadness he often tried to chase away. Finally he had just cut Glen off mid-sentence and asked him if he wanted to just get away from all the bullshit in Hawkins for a little while. The usual haunts were boring, filled with people Steve barely looked at, filled with noise and sound and just the same old shit.
When had he started to hate it all?
Underage of not, Steve always knew where to get a drink, even if his standing in the town had fallen ever since turning eighteen. There was at least one small liquor store that just didn’t a shit as long as you had the cash, and once he had secured a six pack of cheap beer he tossed it into the backseat of his car and drove out to an overlook in the forest surrounding Hawkins. It was a quiet place, lost in the darkness with just a sea of small, floating lights beneath them. A place Steve liked to go when he just needed to be completely alone--usually, at least.
“I promise I’m not tryin’ to take you on a date or anything.” There might have been a vague attempt at a smile--it was hard to tell in the dark--but all too quickly the same sadness came crashing back. Twisting off the cap of his bottle, Steve took a drink of his beer and glanced at Glen. “Thanks for coming out here with me though. I mean, you probably should have just told me to shut the hell up, but...I appreciate it.”