#jjong;mind

Jinki doesn't speak, he only sits and sobs loudly. His hair is a mess and the floor is decorated with his sketches of one certain person. He's draped in a large jacket and he's just rocking, crying. Jonghyun feels completely helpless and doesn't know what to do because he has no idea what brought this on. That's what worries him the most, he doesn't know what this is.

When he was bullied and harassed, they had just started their friendship. They connected over art and music, and when he came home he found Jinki crying in his bed. The next day he went to the person who hurt him and punched him in the face, prompting him to almost get kicked out of the university. It was worth it though.

When someone defaced his art and left disgusting comments on a message board, Jinki had just starting publishing as Onew. The comments were vicious and broke his spirit to the point where he quit drawing. Jonghyun took to getting support for Jinki's work and letting the person be completely chastised.

Now here he is, holding his best friend in his arms and letting him cry into his shirt. He has no idea what to do and he's terrified of the fact. Has he become completely useless to his friend? Can he no longer serve to protect his heart? As foolish as he knows it is, he wants to keep Jinki from ever feeling pain.

But maybe this is all I can do.