#jinwan

Before iKon officially debut, I rooted for them in the show WIN. After they lose to Team A, I still stalk their progress and support them. When Mix and Match start, my hope is really high, because I love them so much and I see them as the next Big Bang in the future (And by that I mean, having their own legacy and be called Legend etc.) 

I’ve known Hanbin since MC Mong era “Indian Boy”, He shine so bright in that MV, and when I knew he got into YG, my heart is delighted. I’m so happy because his style really match with YG agency at the time. From WIN and Mix & Match, I knew he work so hard for his career .He has such a huge responsibilities on his shoulder but, I am so glad his hard work is payed off at the end. 

Honestly, this thought has been long overdue so bear with me. When I heard about the accusation that circulate around him, believe me, I don’t pay that much of attention. I was reasoning with myself, Hanbin work so hard and maybe he so tired and stress. Deep in my heart, I honestly believe he is innocent. Everybody deserve a second chance in life. My heart completely shattered after the announcement that he will be leaving a group come after that. I was so shock, I hypnotize myself saying the article is just a mere rumor. But, it’s not, he left ikon and us. 

There’s always a stage of grieving and I did all that 4/5 stage. I denied that it is a true rumor, I was angry and thought he was selfish for not thinking of his team, think of us, the Ikonics. After a while, I stopped watching their video because it hurts me so much. I’m slowly accepting his absence in iKon. It’s been really hard and now, I’m watching ikon again without Hanbin and believe me, I miss him so much. I still cry seeing his face prior leaving and hearing his voice in their songs. 

It’s been hard, I know he left the group because he feel the tremendous responsibility on his shoulder, and didn’t want to drag his team with him. He want them successful even without him. He’s a great leader to say, he’d been helpful from the start. I’m sure he didn’t want to leave us, but he had to. I know YG had had a rough year last year, but I hope all YG fandom starting from VIP, Blackjack, Inner Circle and iKonic can be strong and support each other through this time of trial. If you take the time to think, it’s not only affecting us, but the group members as well. I’m sure they’re hurt a lot more than us knowing each other on a personal level. 

12/16/17 (12/16/17 KST) Kyungjin’s Instagram update.

“눈을 떠보니 3명이 되어 있었다 그 후로 한참동안 연락 없다가 소송 얘기에 연락이 왔다 제일 친했던 나라서 전화한거라고 소송이 진행되면 알려달라고 그게 마지막 전화 ..ㅋ 어디서 얼마나 잘 살고있는지 모르지만 죽을때까지 서로 소식을 궁금해 하지도 말고 그냥 모르고 살았으면 좋겠다 그 일을 겪고 우린 더 단단해졌고 그 때보다 객석에 앉은 팬이 많지는 않지만 지금이 행복하니까..! 어제 많이 생각해봤다. 앞으로의 미래 당장 내일도 모르지만 지금의 나는 성장했고 아직도 철 없는 애 같지만 그때보다 어른스러워진거같다

지금이 행복하다”

“I opened my eyes and only 3 people were left. Since that day I haven't been able to contact you. I got a call about a lawsuit. Because of being close I called first. (?) Let me know when your lawsuit progresses. That can be the last call .. lol Although I don’t know where and how well you live. I don’t want to be curious till the day I die. I just wish I could live without knowing. After that day things got harder. Even though now there are not many fans sitting in the seats, I am happy..! I thought a lot yesterday. Although I don’t know what the future or even tomorrow will bring for now I am growing. As I'm still childish, I’m becoming more mature.

Right now I’m happy.”

Anonymous said: Hey are you accepting requests?? I hope so 😰 if so, could you do a BTS, EXO, and iKon reaction to you (gf) crying during sex? Ah, also it’s because it’s so intimate. Not cause you got hurt. That happened to me one time 🙄 thanks Eonni 💖 Also please add Jungkook. i love him. I love your work as well hehe~. Please continue~

Reaction to You Crying During Sex [Smuty-ish??]. . . 

[BTS Reaction Here >click, EXO Reaction Here >click, Got7 Reaction Here >click]

A/N last one of this reaction. hope you liked them all Anonie :)

Kai Eonni ~

Hanbin. . . 

As he was holding your hands against the mattress, your fingers laced together, he would be focused on you, wanting your feedback to know what he was doing was bringing you pleasure. Therefore, he would notice right away that you were crying. 

This would affect his ego at first, in a negative way, but only for a moment. Because as soon as you explain that in fact you were feeling pleasure, and that’s why you were crying, he would be elated. However, he wouldn’t let this show so as to not seem insensitive. He would continue on, giving longer strokes and mind blowing thrusts so you would feel so much more. He would want to get across to you that he wasn’t fucking you, but making love to you.

Bobby. . . 

During sex, Bobby would be another that would be tentative to your needs, emotions and likes and dislikes. So it wouldn’t take him long to notice the tears coating your cheeks. He would stop, but wouldn’t pull out as he asks in a sweet and quiet voice what’s wrong. Though he seems erratic, he knows when to overreact and when to tread slowly. This would be that situation where he knows not to freak out or jump to assumptions. He would probably have a good idea of why you were crying. He seems to have good intuition and reading of people like that.

After hearing your reasoning, he would give you that bright smile he wears often where his eyes disappear in that cute way they do. He would say, “Ahhh, Jagi, you’re too much sometimes.” This would turn him on even more, and in that instant the sex would become 10x more intense.

Jinhwan. . . 

Sex with Jinhwan would be sensual and about feeling the other, and because of this it would be intense. He would also notice your tears fairly quickly. Probably the quickest one. 

He would be a little confused as to why you were crying. If it felt good, wouldn’t that mean you shouldn’t be crying? He wouldn’t stop the sex though, and would just go a little gentler with you, not wanting to overstimulate you or take you to the point where you can’t handle the pleasure. Never wanting you to be uncomfortable with him. He would just be such a sweetheart.

Yunhyeong. . .

(lemme just say writing about my son ((even though hes two years older than me lollll)) like this is very awkward... anyway...) Yoyo is just such a sweetie, and that’s why you would be crying. His tenderness and care for you would be too much. Too much feeling and too much to handle while you both are in such an intimate moment in your relationship and lives together. 

As soon as he notices your tears he would pause and take your tears stained face into his large hands and ask in the sweetest of ways, that would make you want to start bawling even more, what’s wrong. When you explain, he would smile so brightly at you while sealing your lips with his and continue his love making with even more devotion and love towards you, that you wouldn’t be able to stop crying.

Junhoe. . .

It would take a while for him to notice that you were crying, just because he’s reveling in the feeling of you and him together. His face would be buried in your neck when he hears your whimpering. He would back away and notice tears traveling down your cheeks.

He would pause and ask, kind of frantically, what was wrong. After hearing your reasoning, he would become so embarrassed and shy, but would try to cover it up by going back to your neck and sucking a kissing all along it, reverting your attention from his red cheeks and huge smile.

Donghyuk. . .

He would be another that would be so involved in his hips moving against yours that he wouldn’t notice your cries and sobs until he looked up to your face. Once he noticed your glossy eyes, he would stop quickly and in an urgent voice he would ask, “Jagiya, please talk to me, what’s wrong?”

After you explain he would chuckle first and in a joking manner kiss you frustratingly. However, that would all disappear and then in comes seductive and cocky Hyuk, grinding his hips against yours. “There’s a lot more to come Jagi, so be prepared.”

Chanwoo. . .

That would be it. He would be too terrified that he had hurt you and would settle for cuddles and holding you close while you watch movies. He would constantly as, “Are you sure I didn’t hurt you? You’re telling the truth?” He would ask one more time, just to be sure. Then he would let it go, trusting you and thankful to whoever’s in charge he hadn’t hurt you.

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