Iām not sure if this is Suhoās death bed or yours but Iāll pretend itās Suhoās
āJinseokā A weak voice called out, it sounded rough, kind of unpleasant for the ear, raspy and tired. The male jumped in his spot. Had he ever heard Suho calling out his real name? He couldnāt remember so. Maybe when they met, like just met, it was a long time ago. Since then his nickname had always been sweety with Suhoās flase promise to find him something better in the future. For a while Jinseok really believed it but now he knew better than that.
The bunny went to his friendās side and smiled at him, trying to hold back tears. āYes honey?ā He tried faking himself cheerful, tried smiling for Suho as he knew how much Suho loved smiles. It came out so flase, Suho could see right through it.
What had been killing Suho though, Jinseok didnāt know. He didnāt know how Suho had ripped out one of his hearts, though in fact he wasnāt sure Jinseok even knew he had two. He didnāt know how he tried saving his friend when they were dying. His blood, it can both kill and save, it all depends how to use it. His heart being ripped out and placed in anotherās chest couldāĀ
Suho stopped at that thought. What was the use? He failed and not only that, he hadnāt been feeding as he should have either and so he couldnāt bring himself to heal in time. It resulted in this, Suho had literally killed himself with his own bare hands.Ā
A shaky breath left Suho, almost a sigh. āIām sorry I have to leaveā His words came out softer and softer, soon they were no more than a whisper, soon they were barely even audible. āIām sorry I couldnāt be your friend longer and watch you grow happy with lots of bunnies of your own. Iām sorry I couldnāt make you smile moreā¦ā Suhoās eyelids grew heavier, soon it was hard for him to stay awake. āIām sorry I made you cryā.
At that Jinseok paused, he couldnāt remember when Suho made him cry and he was about to open his mouth to protest before he felt a drop on his hand, looking down he realized tears were rolling down his cheeks, staining the bed. Jinseok grabbed Suhoās hand and held tightly. āPlease..donāt leaveā His words were muffled through the sobs. āPleaseā¦youāre my friendā¦please donāt leave me aloneā A faint smile formed on Suhoās features as his eyes finally closed for the last time, his last breath leaving him with the soft echo of words. āIām sorry for dyingā.
