could you do a kind of fluffy/angsty jin scenario where he comforts you after a loss in your family?
You put the white rose on your fatherâs grave. You canât help but break down after you do that, realizing that this is really happening. The fact that you was fighting with him didnât help at all, it makes you feeling guilty and you just feel like youâre not a good daughter for him.
Even when you got home, you still canât calm yourself. You locked yourself inside your room and just cry your eyes out there. As you feel like you couldnât cry anymore, you heard someone knocking on your door.
"Who is it?" you asked with hoarse voice.
Just by hearing the voice, you can tell who is it. You wipe the tears and you drag yourself to unlock the door. Your boyfriend, Seokjin, approached you with worried expression on his face. He was supposed to have schedules today, but since he knows that you need him, he decided to come. He pulled you into his warm embrace and rubbed your back soothingly
"I heard what happened. Iâm so sorry, love", he muttered, "And Iâm sorry I couldnât come to the funeral."
You just nodded and start to sob again. Seokjin just remind you of your father somehow and you donât know how that makes you feel.
"Everythingâs going to be alright, _______", he whispered as he pulled away to looked into your eyes, "I promise."
"No, itâs not. Because of me⌠because of meâŚ" you couldnât even bring yourself to finish your sentence.
"Why do you think itâs because of you?"
"We fought⌠and this happened", you looked down as you feel your heart broke into pieces.
"If youâre being like this, he wouldnât be able to rest in peace."
"Iâm not a good daughter", you sobbed, "If only I didnât fight with him, he-"
"ShhâŚ" he kissed your forehead as he pulled you closer again, "Itâs not your fault."
"No, it might be my fault! How if he was thinking about our fight before his car crashed?" just thinking of it hurts your even more. You sobbed harder and Jin just rocked your body while putting his chin on top of your head.
"Well, letâs just say⌠heâs alive and youâre on his place now", he said softly, "Would you want him to mourn over your death and blame himself?"
You shook your head softly on his chest.You wouldnât want him suffer because of you, which is why you felt guilty on the first place.
"Then, he might be thinking the same way", Seokjin grabbed your chin to face him, "Do you think he wants you to suffer? Do you think he wants to see you cry because of him?"
"NoâŚ" you answered quietly. Hearing that, Seokjin smiles softly as he put some strands of your hair behind your ear.
"Exactly, he doesnât want you to cry because of him", he told you, "He even told me that I should take a good care of you or he would beat the hell out of me, remember?"
You nodded and chuckled weakly as you remember as your father warned Jin not to hurt you and how priceless Jinâs face was. He was a great father to you and he always listened to you. You realized if you keep acting like this, it would make him worried. He wouldnât want to hurt you. Ever.
"Hey, look at me", Jin looked at you, "Iâve promised to your father not to hurt you and to take a good care of you. So I will. And if you keep acting like this⌠well, I donât know. He might come in my dream and scold me for unable to make you smile again."
"Youâre not funny", you muttered, but smile anyway.
"But youâre smiling right now, arenât you?" he guessed, "Or not. Why did you turn off the light? I canât really see anything."
"I looked like crap", you sniffled, "My eyes are swollen."
He frowned, âYou always looked beautiful for me.â
"That was cheesy!" you hit his arm softly, "Donât pretend like it hurts."
"AghâŚ! You broke my arm! ARMY, helpâŚ" he said as he held his arm exaggeratingly.
You canât help but chuckle at your silly boyfriend. You know he was right. Your father wouldnât want you to mourn over his death. He would want you to move on with your life. And you feel really grateful for having Seokjin on your side, because if it wasnât because of him, you might be still crying right now.
Little did you know, your mother was peeking in your room and it makes her heart feels at ease to see youâre smiling. She looked at your fatherâs picture and smiled softly.
"You were right. Seokjin might be the right man to take care of our daughter."
I hope you like the scenario because Iâm drowning in feels right now. Sorry.