Why am I not so active on Tumblr anymore? 😔
I'm a seasoned Jikook supporter... have been since they did that cute move in 21st century girl way back in 2016. I joined Tumblr in 2017 and have lived here ever since. And I'm not leaving anytime soon...but
But people grow and evolve. I'd be worried if after 5 years, the possibilty of two strangers' involvement in a romantic relationship were still as important to me as it was when I first got into it. I'm not saying I'm no longer a jikooker or anything, baby I'm in this shit for life.
Anyway, It's just that for years, jikook Tumblr was the first thing I checked in the morning and the last before I went to sleep. Every moment, every touch, every word between them... I lived for it and I had a blast on here. But it run its course and like in most relationships, my honeymoon phase with jikook was over. I'm still very much a supporter and in love with Jm and Jk as a couple but I'm at a point where my eyes are "adjusted to the glare" so to speak. I believe they're in love and in a romantic relationship but they won't soon come out publicly...so where do I go from here?
I decided to take a step back and fill my time building myself. I'd been so occupied by them for so long, that when it seemed like there was nothing more for me to uncover, to investigate or explain to others, I felt like there was no more need to be in it 24/7.
I didn't leave Tumblr or Jikook. I simply reached the end of a rollercoaster chapter and I'm now on a much mellower one. So whenever jikook out jikook themselves, you'll run across me here, hyping like my name suggests and we'll have a laugh or cry or whatever and I'll gracefully exit until next time.
