#jijiera

Does she noticed it? Does she liked it? I hope one of my posts will be approved by her. I hope soon I can receive a friend request form her. I wish I would have the chance to meet her.

You're not a fan if you didn't ask those. You're not real if you didn't feel that feeling.

Being noticed was one of a fan really wanted to feel. It's much explained as a feeling of appreciation and recognition. A feeling of importance and acceptance.

Those feelings will come naturally. You don't need to force your self to feel those kind of "kiligs". That natural feel of relief and comfort will automatically turn you bad day in a good one.

When you're down and she suddenly noticed your little doing, you felt like she knew you need her and that very moment she liked or give importance in your stat or works, you feel a sudden hug comes to you. And automatically puts a smile on your face.

Fan girling isn't my thing. At all. Until I found someone who's worth Fan girling for.

She said that her readers are better than her. Kasi nai-imagine nila yung mga isinusulat nya.

On my opinion, she's way more than the best. Why?

Kasi bago mabasa at ma-imagine ng mga readers nya ang mga akda nya, nauna muna sya. Pagdating sayo, may feelings pa.

The best writer!

September 3, 2018 It was the day when I can't hold on my fan girling side and express all what I feel that day. This was the first post I posted on MSG (Maxinejiji Stories Group).

Fan girling starts after reading He's Into Her Seasons 1, 2 & 3. I got curious. So, I started asking my friend...

Sino ba yung writer? Kelan sya nag start? Kelan pa yung story? Bakit hindi mo kaagad sinabi sakin?!

I've been a reader for so long. Been addicted on reading Harry Potter and Twilight series. Madami dami na rin naman akong nabasa sa Wattpad.

But mid May year 2018, a friend told me of a wattpad series story. A story that at first, I was kinda hesitating to start on reading. It's not usual for me to read the synopsis of a story, but this one's different.

I don't know why or what's on my mind that time for me to have a sneak peak and read it. Funny, but I'm not reading those intros coz' I don't wanna have any idea on how a story will be like. Weird? haha.

But unbelievable, unexplainable, that short intro got me. And made me crave for more.

I got hooked and been in love with the story. Honestly, it touched me. Been inspired and related. Had a roller coaster of feelings. Over and over. Again.

Kahit paulit ulitin kong basahin. Nakakatanggal ng stress. Nakaka-inspire din. At talagang nakaka-addict.

Sabi ko sa friend ko, gusto ko sya ma-meet. Sya din daw. So, I told my self that I want to meet and hug her (Ms. Max) someday with my friend and wanna thank her personally for touching the hearts and lives of many.

Nakakatanggal ng stress and pressure yung mga Jijies ni Ms. Max na nagpopost sa group. Haha. Ang kukulit lang.

To the great admins, Thank you for being super friendly and accomodating. For being so nice and always there to chat in times of our kakulitan for approval of something.

To Ms. Max,

Thank you. Thank you for being such a great writer who inspires and touches our lives in your own special way. I really hope to see you soon. Best Writer indeed!

Nung nag-start akong mag "fan girl", marami akong mga bagay na natutunan. Marami akong kwento na narinig at nabasa. Hindi lang pala tungkol sa manunulat at likha niya ang mga bagay na pwede mong pagkunan ng aral sa buhay. Maraming magiging source ang lessons na makukuha at matutunan mo.

Pero ang pinaka masaya sa part ng pagiging fan girl, yun yung makilala mo yung taong lumikha sa mga akdang nakuha ang atensyon at puso mo. At sya ring magiging daan para makakilala ka ng mga taong magiging parte at bahagi ng buhay mo.

Hindi ko naman ugaling mag fan girl eh. Akala ko kasi dati puro kaartehan lang yun and its just a waste of time. Pero mali pala ko. :)

Nakabasa ako ng akdang umantig sa puso ko at tumimo sa isip ko. Naging interesado ako hanggang sa hindi ko akalaing magiging ganun ang epekto sa pagkatao ko. Nung una akala ko sandaling pagkamangha lang yun. Pero hindi pala sa pagkamangha matatapos ang lahat.

Naging interesado ako sa ikot ng istorya, ng hindi ko namamalayang matatapos ko na pala lahat ng akda nya. Dumating ako sa puntong nagtatanong na kung sino ba ang nasa likod ng mga istoryang pumukaw sa interest ko at nagpabago sa pananaw ko sa buhay.

Nakilala ko sya sa ngalang MAXINEJIJI ang HAMBOGEST na sinasabi nila. Hambog sa mata ng nakararami pero mahal ng lahat ng kanyang jijies. JIJIES kung tawagin nya ang mga mahal nyang tagasubaybay na mambabasa. May mundong nilikha kung saan lahat sila ay nagkakaisa at nagkakaintindihan.

Hindi ko akalaing dadating ako sa stage ng buhay ko na meron akong magiging idolo sa edad kong to. Pero proud ako, isa ako sa mga nagmamahal sayo. Isang mambabasang kasama mo hanggang dulo.