As per usual my Jibcon photo Op experience with Mr Perfection better known as Jensen Ackles. So this is my second even picture with Jensen and I told myself that this time I was going to be cool. So black attire, fake leather pants and heels and jacket I was going to rock. Make up, check, hair, check, reference for pose, check, mint gum on the queue and in I go. The music was from REM but I didn’t recognize the song (I couldn't focus honestly). So as the line moves I work myself up with little dance moves. He glances in my general direction for one millisecond and I stop because I feel like I'm embarrassing myself. Half a second later I mentally slap myself saying "No, you got this, ignore him, be yourself!" Then it's time, the girl shows him my drawing and says "NEXT!" and I'm the next!! I'm still trying to keep my cool even though my steps are unsteady (damn heels). He immediately gets in position so I try to do the same trembling because 1 I am excited 2 I am scared 3 I don't want to lean too heavily on his shoulder 4 I am trying to look decent 5 I am so cLOSE TO JENSEN!!!! Picture snapped and I quickly turn but the photographer goes "we need another, put away the gum, you're chewing" !!!!!!!!!!!!!??!?!?????!!!!!!!!! Shit! I can only say thank Chuck for the foundation because I felt my face burning like it was on fire, I was mortified. I don't know if I just swallowed the gum but I started to tremble even more as I was posing for the second time. It was so bad for me that I actually said "I'm going to fall" right before the click and that's why my face says "I'm dying inside". I stood there one second to be sure we didn't need a retake. I placed my hand on his shoulder to say thanks and he looked right through my soul with the softest eyes and thanked me. Let's just say that I took back my bag and walking out I slammed into the door and laughed like I was insane.
