#jhoped

Oh yeah I feel ya, for sure. The three cards I pulled are:

Justice

This is a card about, well, justice. Truth and clarity, consequences, life lessons, cause/effect.

Reversed page of pentacles

Upright, this is a card about reliability, hard work, and focus. Its reversal is about laziness, stalled communication, or even spending too much time working/studying that your social life suffers.

Reversed king of pentacles

Upright, it’s a card about balance, determination, material success. Its reversal is about a lack of control, even corruption.

So given the context, I’d interpret these three cards as a general read on what the situation is right now. I think Justice is an especially strong message to focus on what you know to be true, and focus on the facts of your reality as it affects you and your community. 

I think it’s interesting that you got two reversed pentacles, being that pentacles are a suit that details your outer surroundings (rather than inner feelings/thoughts), which suggests that your surroundings are really affecting you right now. Pages are usually about communication, so I think that the page is a message to make sure you’re reaching out to your friends and family, not just to socialize but to genuinely check in on them.

Even tying that in with the justice card, it might be a message to focus on social justice issues. part of that could be checking in on local businesses, disabled people, people who’ve lost their jobs or are disproportionally affected by the virus, etc. It might be good for you to get involved in a cause greater than yourself to get out of your own head a little bit, whether that means donating time/money, or just delving into becoming more aware of social justice issues. Maybe even just call your grandma or something!

The reversed king of pentacles is giving me the message that you need to find your balance and find some way to feel in control of your situation. Whether that means making a to-do list and sticking to it, not letting your whims/vices rule you (screen time, snacks, napping), etc. I have in my notes that this card tells me the message, “Keep your word.” So if you said you were going to do something, try to accomplish it!

The king of pentacles upright is also a card about being proud of yourself. So also, I think its reversal is a sign that you need to remember that this is a tough time, and you’re handling it the best you can, and not to be too rough on yourself if you need to step back and do some self care.