#jessusssss

ugh UGH and he’d do that shit where someone makes a joke that doesn’t get a laugh but doesn’t let the thing fucking die he like keeps reviving it and killing it over and over it was like watching animal abuse

I swear to Jesus Christ almighty my brother can be such a fucking psycho. He just punched me and slapped me and basically threatened me. I wake up early for once and got my hands on the laptop and he wakes up later and raises his fists up to me and tells me to let him use it later. And when I wasn't saying anything because I didn't want to, he just keeps repeating and threatening and pointing his finger at me. Like what the actual fuck. His eyes were fucking red and it was terrifying. This house sometimes!!! Jesus fucking Christ. I mean I tolerate those fucking punches or kicks he throws at me because apparently according to my mom that how he "shows his affection" which is complete and total bullshittery for his lack of self control over his violent tendencies but threatening? He had fist raised and was repeatedly demanding I let him use the laptop later. And god I never realized how submissive I really am but I am fucking drawing the goddamn fucking line. Like shittttt ughhhhhhhh