#jerseyforjersey

Hey it’s me !

Today I woke up at 5.pm PST just to tune in and watch my baby’s live on Elvos Duran’s YouTube channel!

Uhhhh I’m going to say too much , so don’t pay attention !

Let me start from here :

I woke up from a dream I had which I don’t remember but I do remember it had something to do with Charlie . Actually my blanket plays the role of Charlie in my bedsheets and I always hug my blanket so tight when I’m sleeping, sometimes I add some Green Irish Tweed to it - Charlie’s cologne - it feels so good , feels like he is actually there . So I was saying that I woke up from a dream yet I don’t remember and then I realized I had to go and tune in to watch Charlie’s live ! Let me tell you that video was taken at least I can point 2 days a go or maybe 3 cause his beeutiful hair was still that long ! He said “ I just woke up and maybe my dog would bark but it’s ok cause we’re all staying home”! My baby boy is an angel , oh God if you could grant me one wish all I want is Charlie ! I madly love him and I want him so bad , I want to kiss all of his pain and hug him so tight and never let him go .[ I guess I have to watch Friends again ] , he started to sing OneCallAway in E flat Major and he did it like an angel from the sky!

“Superman got nothing on me ”

Of course no one’s ever got nothing on you baby!

Uhh baby @charlieputh I love you so much !

I wish you still were on Tumblr so that you read my blog !

Anyway where were we ? Ahah and then I fell asleep and gain woke up at almost around 8 pm PST . I didn’t feel good at all. I was in pain , not an actual physical pain but mentally . I opened my eyes and no way another day just appeared to ruin my life . The fact that I’m so far from Charlie is the worst part of my life .

Do you remember October 5th ? Charlie’s special performance in Rio ! I can recall that I wanted to cry due to the pride I felt with my whole bones and skin for him . Everyone in Brazil sang every single words to his songs . Even Cheating on you which was released on October 1st! Charlie made a beautiful speech before performing Cheating on you which still breaks my heart listening to it , but I love it so bad . And yess due to this whole pandemic SongKick decided to repodcast Charlie’s performance on YouTube live on April 24 , 2020 . As you see down in here ! It started at 10:50 am PST ! Charlie tweeted at this point “Fuuuuuuukkkk rock in Rio wassss so much fun.We shut that shit down !!!!”he tweeted at 12:25pm on 4.24.20 !!

So Charlie was so happy ! I really miss that day so much!

On October 8, 2019 Charlie replied to my tweet which I was asking him about the time he was going to announce his new single and he replied “Soon”! Why I’m actually adding this to my diary is that the picture I used in my tweet was a screenshot of my baby performing in Rio!More than 100,000 people were singing along with Charlie that day and they were all so happy !He was perfect , more than perfect that day.

Today Charlie posted this video of him covering “Growin’ Up”by one of his favourite artists Springsteen !

“I had the chance to cover “Growin’Up, one of my favourite songs by Bruce Springsteen songs ,for the New Jersey Pandemic Relief Fund benefit .New Jersey is being hit hard right now during the COVID-19 crisis , and it being my home state , I ask you to please share the word and encourage others to join you in making a donation. Link in bio . #jerseyforjersey ”he added in his caption on Instagram .

My baby is an actual angel!

I’m deciding to make a video of Charlie saying “hey it’s Charlie Puth”

I wish I can make it tho cause I’m not so creative in making videos !

ps1: Charlie is the only love of my life and I madly need him right now , every second of my life.

ps2: just take a look at his sleepy face , I want to touch his beautiful skin and kiss him eveymorning when he wakes up!

ps3: I charlie you Charlie , I charlie you so much baby!

ps4: Can’t wait for this pandemic to be over , so I can go and smell Replica and golden Tweed!

ps5:If God could grant me one wish for today is to let me talk to Charlie or interact with him !

ps6: 11 days till my birthday.

ps7: I’m gonna shut up right now!

Love you Charlie !

XX Shaliz

Thanks for your attention !

I know you don’t want my heart !

April 25 , 2020

9:35 a.m PST !

Yes Charlie is awake !